I failed once. I failed twice.
I failed many times in my life.
It was okay. It still is.
We all go through that.
But this time, it is different.
I took a step away from my dream.
I did what was supposed to be done.
I studied from morning till dawn.
However, my efforts were unseen.
Guess there were barely none.
I knew judgment day was near.
Yet I chose to have some fun.
I felt more fun than pain,
and it was about to rain.
The mighty ants prepared,
while I just dillydallied.
I knew what was about to happen
and the consequences of my action.
I thought I would be alright.
For I have looked at the brighter side.
New hopes were bubbling up inside,
Famous persons, I remembered,
Instantaneously got inspired.
But upon seeing my parents' faces,
The tone in their voices changed,
No sane person could not tell that
They are disappointed at me.
Every new hopes died incontinently.
I don't really care if I fail now,
as long as I will be successful in the future.
But the failure doesn't only affects me,
And that's what hurts the most.
I used to be an achiever,
A topnotcher, a leader,
A dreamer, a hardworker.
Wheels of time has changed
And I transformed into a failure,
A gambler, a sore loser!
If not for my defeatist attitude,
I would've survived the storm of such magnitude.
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English is not my mother tongue. Cite the errors, will you? :)
