Part LukNai:
I should have known from the beginning. What would you like about a nosy kid? It makes no sense.
[What's going on?]
"Don't say anything yet. Just listen to me..."
The best friend on the other end of the phone fell silent as requested before I told her the embarrassing story with a stuttering voice. Yes... about Phi Jeans. The truth is that she just wanted to tease me. I cried and sobbed randomly. That Phi must have been happy.
Praewa listened to the end. She was silent for a long time, waiting for me to say nothing.
And really,
[It's okay, I'll go to your dorm.]
"Hmm"
She abandoned her stand practice and knocked on the door. As soon as I opened it and saw my best friend's face, I let my tears overflow once more and went to hide my face in Praewa's shoulder.
"That P'Jeans is teasing me...again...sob. I thought she'd like me back. Really...again."
"Calm down, calm down. I'll sleep with you tonight."
Thank you for the bad things that made me realize how good my friends are. We slept talking about old, fun things from junior high school to forget the bad feelings. Praewa called to ask for her father back here. Then suddenly, she had an idea.
"When someone is heartbroken, they have to drink to forget."
"I don't..."
"Wipe away your tears. P'Jeans doesn't like you back, so she replied. It doesn't mean that we have to be the ones crying all night. Isn't this what she did on purpose?"
"..."
That's right. You want me to be sad, but do you really need to use your feelings in exchange? If you're acting, Phi Jeans can play the role. It's too great.
I hate you, I hate the poisonous snake that I'm in love with.
I have nothing more to lose than tears, so I took a taxi with my close friend to the same pub. Why did it have to be here? Where that girl was sitting in the corner and had people in the group call us to join the group. The face of her hair bun was still clear, even though she wasn't here.
Never mind, I came to get drunk, not to think about you.
"Can you sit alone?"
"Why"
"I met a handsome man."
Oh my god, Praewa, I just complimented her a moment ago. Now her eyes are sparkling. I see that the man came before my friends. "Okay, okay, I can do it," I replied, waving my hand back and forth. Before I grabbed a glass of cold, pungent liquor and finished it all. I wasn't satisfied, so I picked up the bottle and refilled it.
I want to talk to someone, but I don't want to drag Praewa back from her happiness.
I pulled out my phone and laughed at myself again when I saw the message from 'Jeans Yolsima' prominently displayed. It was heartbreaking.
Jeans: Luk Mee said that she saw you go out with your friends. Where did you go at this time?
I won't answer, I'll die. I close my Facebook page and scroll down to find a number that would listen to my nonsense until the end without hanging up.
'Elder sister'
She might not pick up as usual. It's okay. The dizziness makes me want to taste it. My finger presses the call button. I put the communication device to the earpiece and the call waiting sound.
