A/N:Heyyy...Hope u like this...its crap i know. Im really sleepy but I promise to update my other story tomorrow. I just felt like writing a suicide story apparently...:) Okie...I wont prevent You from reading:) Byeeee:)
Warning: Contains swearing,self-harm and abuse
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A small young girl was sat in the corner of a plain looking room,tears streamng down her face as she tried to stop to no avail to stop them. Who is this girl you may ask? Well her name is Belle Mckenzie Rivera. Pretty name right? Well but this girl's life has been nothing but pretty. Let me take you through her life and everything she has been through. It all started the moment she was born...
Belle Mckenzie Rivera was born on the 25th of December 1998. On Christmas day. It should have been a joyous occasion but it was definitely not a happy day for the Rivera family. You must be wondering 'WHY? Its Christmas day and the baby was born healthy'. Well...you see...the day Belle was born was the day her mother died. Evelyn Mia Walker-Rivera was her mother's name. She was a sunny bright women and her personality was what made Levi James Rivera fall deeply in love with her. Who is that? Well that is Belle's father. Their families didn't exactly approve of their love so they ran away. Away to another town where they got married. They settled down and before they knew it...Evelyn was pregnent with little Belle. However close to her due date...she was diagnosed with cancer. The doctors told her that she would probably die from giving birth and there is very little change that the baby would be healthy and alive. Levi tried to get her to abort the baby so that they could try to cure her cancer but she refused. She couldn't bear the thought of killing her precious baby. Levi went into severe depression because he knew he was going to lose the love of his life. He wasn't there when Belle was born and he wasn't there when Evelyn died. He couldn't bear to see his love die so he locked himself into his room during that time.
The funeral was simple. A handful of people attended. Levi and Belle being two of them. Belle was too young to understand what was going on. Levi was crying his eyes out. After the burial...Levi went straight home...dropped Belle of in her crib and then locked himself in his room and wallowing in self-pity and depression. Honestly...Belle would have died from neglection if it wasn't for Quinn Rivera...Belle's aunt and Levi's sister. She dropped in everyday to take care of Belle as she knew her brother was in no condition to raise the baby. She loved Belle like her own and all was well until Belle turned 6. That was when it all when downhill. Quinn was in a car accident. A fatal car accident. When Belle heard,she was a mess. Yes...she was only 6 but she was a very smart 6 year old and she understood things very well. She couldn't believe the only mother figure in her life was dead. However Levi was in a way worse situation then her. First his wife. Now his baby sister. That was just the last straw and he couldn't handle his depression anymore. He started drinking. Every night. He'd come home drunk every night and beat the crap outta poor little Belle. He'd verbelly abuse her and blame the death's of his wife and sister on innocent Belle. He even started raping her. And Belle was really young so she believed every word he said to her and thought she deseved verything she got.
She believed she was fat. Worthless. A mistake. Murderer. Ugly. Stupid. Waste of space. Bitch. Useless. Good for nothing. Slut...etc. And she didn't even understand half of the words. She would go to school and try her best to cover all her scars and act as cheerful as possible to hide her pain and sorrow. But when she reached the age of 9...she realised she didn't deseve that kind of treatment. She realised she didn't have to live in the constant fear of her father. In fact no one deserved that. So she left. One day she just packed her things and carried her bruised battered body and soul ,with her legs,as far away from that town as she could go. However she was found by the police when she was wandering around a small town looking for food. She was shipped of to an orphanage in England when the police found all the scars on her body and her fatger got thrown in jail for life. Now you must be thinking 'Finally saved from her father. She must be having a great life now'. You are wrong. It seems bad fortune follows Belle everywhere. The orphanage was like a living nightmare. She would get beaten and starved for no reason. The owner of the orphanage hated her for an unknown reason. She would get beaten for her dirty blonde hair being too long...or for her pretty blue eyes being too...blue. The owner,Mrs Bailey,or Mrs B as everyone called her,made sure Belle's life was a living hell. She refused to send Belle to school like the rest of the kids because she didn't want to 'waste money on that ungrateful freak'. And every night,she got men to come to the orphanage and have 'fun' with Belle. Mrs B wasn't exactly nice to the other kids but she wasn't nasty either. She just ignored them but made sure they had food and never laid a finger on them.
