chapter two :

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Chapter two

-Myungsoo-

"Sorry I'm late" I said as walk up my girlfriend Park Ji-Yeon, she smiled as I got closer
"its okay oppa. let go over there" She pointed over the trial. I nodded and walk along with her
"So listen...." she started as I walked in front of her holding one of her hand since I was holding a basket of food.
"What is it?" I said smiling at her, thinking 'man I am lucky to have such an amazing girl.'
"I'm going to be in a drama." She smiled
"thats good!" I hugged her
"but...." She said pushing me away
"but what?" i said stopping the way
"I have a lot of kissing scene with Lee Jong -suk" she continued not looking at me
"I understand, an actor/singer must do what they have do. " I smiled at her, pinching her adorable cheeks.

As we finished our date, I made way back to my dorm
"Yah, L. Ceo wants you do to do an assignment" Dongwoo said as he show me the email. I nodded and made my way to his room.
"Yes?" I asked him
"I want you to join a photo contest" He told me handing me some paperwork
"As a model?"
"no, you're the photographer. " he smiled at me, which causes me to smile
"I'll give you a month, the contest end in three month. good luck. I believe in you kid." He said. i bow and excused myself out, thinking what am I going to do. I could do a photoshoot with the boys, but that doesn't seem competition enough.

Its been a week since my girlfriend started her drama. Her And I rarely talk now, it felt like a distance relationship. I still haven't got any idea for the contest. I was going crazy I tell you, crazy. I made my way to the coffee shop in seoul.
"Americano please" the lady in front of me said, the cashier punched in her order
"3.75 please", the lady in front of me was struggle to find her money in her purse, shortly she huffed and said
"hehe... sorry- I forgot my wallet at home. I'll come back later" she said about to turn around
"Wait, I'll pay for it just add another americano to the order" I smiled handing the cashier my card.
"thank you Ahjussi" The lady now beside me bow
I chuckle a bit "No prob" I shot her a smile
"Omo! its you! the guy who took the last cake" she smiled.
"yes, did you want to sit somewhere while we wait for our drink?" I offered her, she nodded. once we sat down, she smiled
"Ahjussi... can you help me out one more time?" she asked, I nodded
"urmm.. sure what is it?" I asked her. she quickly reached into her purse.
"Can you show your manager this? its a script of a drama. and if he thinks its good, can he help me make this drama come alive?" She asked me using her, I guess aegyo. I smiled. and nodded taking the paper from her. she stood up and bow at me thanking me

"Park Seol Hyun, sorry I'm late" A lady came up to her. ahhh her name is Seol Hyun. cute
"Its okay. Sorry Ahjussi and thank you. I'll be leaving first" She bow and sat at a table right in front of me. I quietly listen to their conversation
"So are you and Ryu Kim bo talking still?"Her friend asked
"Yeah, we were talking about the Diamond view, a place where you take your first and truly one love to see the view." Seol hyun said. I snapped. 'that's it!' i smiled
"But you guys aren't dating, are you guy?" Her friend asked
"No..." She answer. I quickly stood up and walked to her table.
"Come with me." I said before grabbing her hand.
"yah! let go!" She yelled trying to escape from my grasp. Her friend just stood there looking at what just happen
"Yang Paj an! Help" Seol Hyun yelled but I pushed her into the car and ran into my side then drove before she can walk out the door.

"Eomma was scared if I was going to kidnap her since it was our second time seeing each other. You should've seen her face" I said as we look the photo of us at Diamond View.
"Appa, How long did it take you fall in love with Eomma?" Ye Bin asked me
"A long time, I was in a relationship before eomma, so I didn't know what love was until I met your mother." I told her kissing her cheek.
"Eomma was lucky to find you. I'm lucky to have you both, look how pretty I am" She said pushing her hair back, making me chuckle.
"No, I'm the lucky one." I told her
"They were the perfect match" Woohyun said as the group came in,
" Gomo Paj an!" My daughter yelled out running up to Paj an. Paj an release Woohyun's hand and held her arm out
"How are you kid, still drinking your tofu juice?" She asked getting to Ye Bin's eye level. Yin Bin nodded, I stood up greeting them all.
"Hey, how are you doing hyung?" Sungjong smiled patting my back
"Still hanging on. Thanks for asking" I smiled at him
Here, where everyone stood in the room laughing, cracking jokes, and standing next to their love one. I smiled at the sight of everyone being happy. My friends and family keeping my daughter happy. Was I happy? I'm only hanging on by a thread, a thread where Ye bin held. It was because of her, I am who I am today. She made my days so much brighter after Seol Hyun left. The only time I could see her was in my dream, in pictures, in Ye bin's eyes.

"Appa, don't cry. I'm here. If you cry now, Eomma going to see and she'll be sad. We have to be happy for her. Smile" My daughter said as she sat on my lap wiping my tears then moved her tiny hands up to my cheek and pushed it up making me smile.
"Are you going to see her tomorrow?" Hoya asked me
"Yeah after I go to Diamond View." I forced my smiled, holding in my tears.

Gosh, my hearts aches until this day. Sleeping in my bed feeling no present of Seol Hyun, laughing with my daughter, but her mother laughter wasn't included. My daughter first word, first step, her first tooth, and the day she was born. Her mother wasn't there. Most important, Ye bin's mother wasn't there to share the love for our daughter for her first of everything. She didn't even have the chance to see her child.

"You're strong, but don't be alone by yourself. You have all of us here. We'll hold you." Sung gyu said as everyone joined us.
"don't put yourself in a dark hole because Seol Hyun is else where. You don't have to go through this alone, we'll cry with you, we'll pull you up. You know, you're our brother for a reason." Sunggyu continued rubbing my back
"I... I just miss her!" I said as tears streams down my flat cheeks down to my pale, dry lips.
"I miss her scent, I miss her smile, her voice, her gaze, how she playfully abuse me. I miss everything else about her! How did I let this happen?!" I cried, using the palm of my hands wiping my non-stopping tears streaming out of my eyes. Soon, my daughter started crying
"Appa! Don't cry. Your daughter Ye Bin is here. I'll protect you, please Appa don't cry." Ye bin said hugging me.

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