When I saw that he had alcohol and pills I tried to act chill, I didn't want him thinking i was scared. He had Ecstasy, and some others.. He sat on the beanbag chair and started to pop Ecstasy, and offered me some.. I was hesitate at first but then realized its the weekend now, I said no thanks I rather have some of the vodka, and he smiled really wide and gave me some, I've never drank before so I did'nt know how much i should drink, i ended up drinking a good amount and got myself beyond drunk.
I don't remember anything from past that point.. I woke up the next day around 1PM, and checked my phone to see I had 23 miss calls and 12 text messages.. from my mom, i called her back and told her i was fine my phone died but i slept over at my friend jess's house, she them calmed down and said okay and said i love you then hung up.. i sometimes wish my mom cared more about me, i set my phone down and rolled over to find Dylan knocked out.. i got out of bed and realized i barley had clothes on.
I had a mini panic attack, I was a virgin and I was really hoping i still was one after last night, i spent 10 minutes in the bathroom trying to calm myself down, when i was calm i came out of the bathroom and saw that Dylan was smoking pot.. I was so curious on why this guy seemed like such a good kid but he did drugs. He smiled at me and offered a hit but i said no thanks i have a headache, he said alright and set his bowl down.
I asked him what happened and he told me that we had sex.. and that i was his first, i was really shocked that i was his first.
