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Chapter 4

Lea's POV:
It's been 3 days since I found out I am pregnant and I have only spoke once with Cory, obviously nothing about the baby, but every time I want to tell him I become fearful of his reaction and stop myself from telling him. The only one that knows about me being pregnant is Naya and I made her swear she won't tell anyone, but still I feel like I have to tell Cory, today.
Today we have to go to set and I plan on telling him there, I just have to be brave. No matter what Cory says I'm having this baby, I will never abort it or give it up for adoption, the mere idea of someone else having my child on their arms and hugging him or she makes me sick, I would never take a baby's family away, he or she does not deserves it, besides I will love him or her no matter what, with or without Cory I'm excited to have it, I'm excited of a little version of Cory and me calling me 'mom' I'm excited to see him or her take its first steps, it's first words, it's first laugh, everything, I now understand what Mary said, a child is always a blessing no matter if it was planned or not, and as much as I hate to admit it I already love this innocent little person growing inside of me, and the mere thought of having my life with a little version of Cory and me brings tears of joy to my eyes.

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When I arrived to the lot I ran with my hand on my belly into the set and took it away for no one to notice it. I smiled to myself.
I entered and saw Ryan waiting for me.

"Hurry we've been waiting for you"

"Sorry there was a lot of traffic"

" yeah no problem just hurry, Cory is already waiting for you" when e said that my heart fell to the ground, as I once again felt fear to tell Cory.

I walked and Naya came to me.

"Hey how are you and my little guy or girl?" She said in a low voice.

"Great, but shut up, someone could her you." I said to her

"Yeah sorry, I'm just excited"

" yeah so am I"

"Have you told Cory?"

"No but I plan on telling him today"

"Well good luck on that girl! But don't worry everything will be fine and you always can count on me, I have to go to the recording studio, good luck see you later"

"Thanks love you" I said as she rushed away.

Later that day I was with Cory on my trailer and I knew it was now or never, I had to tell him. I took a deep breath and I said

"Hey Cory I have to tell you something really important"

"Sure, what is it babe?" He said holding my hand.

"Mmm.." Before I could say something else I felt the urge to go throw up, and so I stood up and went to the restroom. I emptied my stomach and I knew I had no choice anymore I have to tell him. I came out and Cory was waiting for me with a worried look in his eyes.

"Are you okay lee?"

"Yeah just.. That was I had to tell you... I'm pregnant"

His eyes widen and I saw his face go pale.

"I have to go take fresh air" he said walking away, I expected many reactions but not this one.
I went to Naya's trailer and entered when she saw me she went up to me as I started to cry.

"What's wrong Lea? Did you tell him?"

"Yeah I did"

"And...?"

"He said he needed air, and walked away!" I said starting to sob

"Stay calm Lea this is not good for you or the baby"

I started to calm down and sat down

"It just really hurts, I expected more but well I have to do this on my own" I said rubbing my small baby bump.