One of your Girls

Chapter 2

Now, I know what you're thinking,
I'm a narcissistic bitch who thinks she can get any man that she wants, heck I could go for a girl & she'd love to ride this body.

I'm not up myself, nor do I feel like I can get anyone, I'm not self confident or crazy in love with myself either.

I'm just your average girl who seeks warmth, love, wanting to feel sexy & not actually ask for it.

I want to be able to look at something & have it right then & there.

Sure I have a body with itty bitties attached to my firm feminine chest but I make it work.

I don't party, drink or smoke.

I wash my hair every week but my body is an exception when it comes to keeping clean so a must wash for the ol' body is 4 times a week depending on the day & the mood I'm in of course.

I don't eat fast food often & I drink way too much energy drink... I work in an office that pays shit money for so much work that I do around the place.

My boss is a bitch that thinks she's a goddess, keep in mind, she's married with 2 kids & bangs the guy twice her young that she recently hired 2 months ago.

I mean no judgement but I just threw up in my mouth a little because for one she pokes fun at how he's basically her daughter's age & two isn't it wrong on so many levels to have raw sex with a co-worker?

I don't know, though she has been spotted numerous amount of times or heard from other workers having the time of her life getting fucked by the younger version of her husband.

The whole main point is that I'm surrounded by sex & so much of it.

Too much to be exact & the even more ridiculous part is that I'm still a virgin only to my index & fuck you finger have I ever explored the pleasures of climax.

Sure I've had countless boyfriends & even a girlfriend to call my own but they've never done anything to have me open my legs wide for them to pleasure me then I can for myself.

I trust myself & only myself to do that part for me & it stays between me & only between my own 2 lips, pun intended.

My kissing game is amazing as I've been told.
My head jobs are full of hair pulling to the extent that he or she can't explain or express the feeling of words as I wrap my gorgeous lips around bulging cocks or heated vulvas.

I'd make any guy or girl have wet dreams about me so far as to them hitting me up the next day asking if I was busy on the weekend so that we could do the deed again.

It's flattering really but I pick & choose who I want to use my doe eye to look up at or my tongue to whom I want to flick on.

It's as simple as that... But...

I'm fucking lonely.

I need that special type of person to explore me & change my mind on people even if it's just for one night.

We don't have to be a couple or fall in love..

All we have to do is make my body express what it truly needs & wants to have me fulfilled in many ways possible.

Is that so much to ask for?
Am I also not deserving of awesome sex that'd keep me coming back for more?

Love
Me x