My Crush

chapter - 2 ( secret admirer)

From that day , I became his secret admirer eventhough he doesn't even know my existiance.

In our college opposite to our department there will be a stone bench and many girls will eat their lunch in that place.
I have ever had lunch in that place in 6 months of college life

For the very first time I stayed there just to see him for once like in afternoon ,as he goes to hostel for having lunch. And it become my routine.

I purposely made my works in lab to be incomplete, as the department is near I will ask my friends that " hey I have complete this work in lab so can I eat in stone bench" it become my routine watching him before having lunch. I admired him each and every day .

I don't know what made me to get attracted towards him .
And honestly I have become a Stalker for him like note down his shirt colours etc .

But the thing is I never shared anything about him to anyone it's just me and myself.

I love to admire him without anyone knowing. Days passed like a blink of eye but the routine is same .
Waiting for him to see each day at 2 seconds

Admire your loved ones with nothing,
So that
you can admire then with everything.

In our college we have to wear lab uniform twice in a week ,
As people says that feelings is based on the their appearance then it is not
Noone in my college looked great in that old fashioned lab coat but he looked great .

Unfortunately I never know he is a final year student that time the funniest part is I even didn't know his name .

Fortunately our department has only one girls washroom which is opposite to his class at first I didn't know it was his classroom as I greatly allergic to crowds as crowds make me feel dizzy so I usually don't come downstairs during the break hours .