confused...

acting like I'm barbie, pretending that I'm fake.

I'm not comfortable around these people isn't it clear?

they aren't meant to be here it fills me with fear...

fear that I'm not perfect,

that I'm not worth it.

They aren't meant to be here.

I don't want to feel like I have to win friendship

I shouldn't have to work for it if the friendship were true.

Who wants to be afraid that their barbie face might chip?

The one that you save for those bitches who hate you.

Your meant to wear it on enemy lines.

But now I realize I'm wearing it all the time.

Those people who jugde but say "omigosh i love you!"

I'm done with trying to be perfect, I am going to be true.