You never asked me how I was doing
You never truly cared
And to be honest, I don't think I did either
But I know I cared about you
Because you were my everything
And what if one day I just wanna be feel
I just wanna be seen
I just wanna be something to someone
And not be nothing to you
Because without you, I'm miserable
And I don't even get how you could be this happy without me
And so I'm starting to really wonder what I did wrong
Did something got lost in between us?
Did the love affair maim you all too well
Maybe I asked for too much
But now I'm a crumpled up piece of paper
Lying here
Never telling the truth to anyone about how I feel
Because I'm scared that they care
That it will hurt them
That I will say something wrong
Because I know I will
when I said something to you once
You never said anything back
And you just left me
So I was going over everything I said
Blowing out the candles, happy birthday to me
And I fear you shattered something in my soul
Something that can never be repaired
And I'm scared for the future
Because what if I found someone like you again
What if I'm hurt countless time because of what you did
What if I don't want to live anymore?
What if I feel the way I once did
Back in December
Where i was with you but the worst I've ever been
I don't want to do this again
And one day, of course
I will forget about you
But I will never forgive
And that's the worst thing.
