Bittersuite || Billie Eilish

Morning Breath

Billie awoke to the beaming rays of sunlight shining directly onto her face. She didn't mind too much though; only a little. Not when she had the most amazing girl in the universe right next to her.

Olive had spent the night at Billie's apartment, with Mother Nature deciding to make it pour down heavily last night. As a result, Olive was unable to drive home because she could hardly see in front of her, and Billie didn't want her driving through it, insisting it wasn't safe.

Olive wouldn't complain though. Staying around Billie's meant she could have a cuddle buddy all night. She had warmed up to affection- an effect of spending prolonged periods of time with Billie. Their relationship had almost hit one year, and sleepovers had become a common thing for them.

In fact, Olive was considering bringing up the topic of moving in. She graduated next year after all, and compared to other sapphic relationships they were moving, well, awfully slow.

As she squinted from the sun, Billie rolled over with her back now towards the window. She now faced her girlfriend, and took a pause just to appreciate her sleeping state. She genuinely was so beautiful.

She reached out to brush the blonde hair out of her face, allowing her to get a better look at her delicate features. Even though she had already memorised every part of Olive like the back of her hand, she will take any chance she has to gawk at her. It was embarrassing to admit, but sometimes Olive scared her. Sometimes she got flashbacks to seeing her enter the movie theatre in her black boots and smudged eyeliner and being in awe, but also so intimidated. It was nice to see her at peace like this, her features softer and less frowny.

Billie's hand remained cupping her cheek and her eyes drifted from Olive's closed ones to her nose, then to her lips. She then kissed her forehead softly and carefully caressed her cheek. Billie kept staring for a while, right up until Olive quietly spoke.

"I can feel you staring, you weirdo," she smiled groggily.

Billie snorted. "Well I'm sorry for having the most gorgeous girlfriend. Am I not allowed to take in her beauty?"

Olive opened her eyes and blushed, grinning up at Billie from where she lay.

"Only if it's mutual."

They made eye contact and looked at each other in a loving stare for what felt like ages, even if it was only five seconds. Although they were in the same bed, Olive still felt as though she was far from Billie, so she moved closer to her chest and placed her arms around Billie's neck, playing with a few strands of her hair. Billie slowly wrapped her arms around Olive's waist, pulling her even closer.

"Good morning," Olive mumbled as her lips grazed Billie's cheek. Billie quickly turned her head to capture her lips, only for her to pull away quickly.

"Gross, stop- I have morning breath!"

"I don't care- I wanna kiss you!" Billie laughed.

Olive smothered her mouth with her hands. "No!"

"Liv this isn't the first time I've woken up with you, come on!"

Billie wiggled her eyebrows at Olive, whose mouth was still covered.

"Please! I just want to kiss my girlfriend- is that too much to ask?"

"I need to brush my teeth."

Before Billie could protest, Olive quickly got out of the bed and ran to Billie's bathroom; she had her own toothbrush there, of course. Billie was in the hallway when she got her toothbrush tossed at her. The corners of Olive's mouth lifted mockingly as she stepped back into the bathroom.

They both brushed their teeth in complete silence, looking at the other in the bathroom mirror.

"Now can I kiss you?" Billie asked, turning towards Olive.

Olive pretended to be deep in thought. "No."

"What? That's not fair! You said you would kiss me after you brushed your teeth!"

"I didn't say shit, Eilish. I just said I needed to brush my teeth," she smirked. Billie pouted like one of the four-year-olds at the theatre when their parents refused to buy the overpriced popcorn.

Now, Olive loved teasing Billie, but right now she was really close to breaking character.

"Ugh, come here!"

Billie's face immediately brightened, and she reached up while Olive cupped her face and connected their lips. When they pulled apart, Billie had a look of determination on her face, which confused Olive, until she quickly picked her up bridal style, before carrying her over to the bedroom pinning her to the bed. Huh, maybe the gym membership was worth it.

Billie's lips made their way from Olive's neck to below her ear.

"You know," she whispered as she left another kiss near her ear. "You should really stop teasing me so much. It drives me absolutely insane."

Billie's low voice sent goosebumps all over Olive's body as she kissed the shell of her ear, leaving her extremely flustered. She hovered her lips above hers for a few seconds before Olive leaned in impatiently. The kiss was short, but the sexual tension in the room was palpable.

Olive failed to suppress her moans as her girlfriend left small kisses all over her neck. Billie caused a noticeable mark near her throat that would surely turn purple later on.

"God, Olive, you're so fucking hot."

Olive's breathing was slowly becoming more and more laboured, and Billie had to admit, it was turning her on. She slowly kissed her once again, but with more passion this time.

"B-Bil," she breathed.

Billie ran her hands up her body, lifting her shirt slightly, only to release it again as she continued her movements.

"Liv," she whispered against her lips.

"Y-yes?'

"I need," Billie kissed her once again before pulling away and getting off of the bed. In a normal voice, she happily said, "...breakfast. I'll be in the kitchen."

Billie raced out of the bedroom, leaving Olive in complete disbelief. There is no way she just worked her up like that just to leave and not finish what she started. Karma's a bitch.

"Billie! What the fuck!" she yelled, but all she heard in response were quiet bouts of laughter coming from the kitchen.

a/n
wrote this instead of the cabin sorry guys. i fear i got too attached to olive and billie. I'M GONNA TRY AND BE MORE ACTIVE SO HOPEFULLY EXPECT THE CABIN AND LETTERS UPDATES SOON. i think i'm gonna update the cabin next and then try and update letters continuously, because it sort of matches time line wise, and i need to get a move on if i'm going to do like christmas chapters.