I don't wanna be that girl that has to rely on her stepmother to be her real mom. I don't wanna be that girl who hopes and prays for her mother to stop doing the crap she's doing. I don't wanna be that girl that's been lied to so much she's scared to know the truth. I don't wanna be that girl that's been hurt and treated like dirt to many times. I don't wanna be that girl that sits in her room and packs her bags and sits by the window and waits for someone that will never show. I don't wanna be that girl that gets haunted and chased by her memories of when everything was okay. I don't wanna be that girl that's always trapped in her room crying for help. I don't wanna be that girl that can't get rid of her mistakes, so she bangs her head off her wall thinking it will go away. I don't wanna be that girl that u can see the fear in her eyes and the pain on her wrists. I don't wanna be that girl that has changed over sixteen different schools in her life since she was five. I don't wanna feel the pain. I do I feel like I'm the blame. I don't wanna be on the edge. I don't wanna deal with haters. I'll push them off the ledge. They better shut thier mouth before I grab them by there neck and make them eat the dirt. I like to know I'm center of attention in her in that stupid bitches life. It's quite nice to know they have else better to talk about then how they wanna be me. We all know who she wants to be. She wants to be me. Yeah me, can't u see I'm special in her world. If only she knew the true me. @
