Begin Again (Camila/you)

What now?

Y/N's pov
I've been tryna call Camila since last night but she won't answer it. "Damn it" I cursed and threw my phone on my bed. I just stared at the ceiling when my phone ring. I ran to get it expecting it was Camila but it wasn't.
Me:hey Jacob.
J:hey someone sounds pissed
Me: she still won't answer my calls
J: y/n maybe she's just busy right? Or tired ya know.
Me: yeah maybe. So why'd ya call again jakey?
J: well the others are wanting to jam so if you would wanna come and join us get dressed.
By the way my 4 best friends Jacob,Caitlyn, Ivan,Lance and I are in a band but we just do it for fun. Jacob plays guitar and the back up vocals, Caitlyn is the bass and back up vocals , Ivan the lead electric guitar, Lance with the drums, while I'm the lead singer and I play the guitar aswell.
Me: kk I'll be there in 15
J: kk see ya then.
I hung and got up from my bed to get my keys and left. I arrived at our jamming plance which Jacob's parents bought for us. "Heyyy y/n!!!" Caitlyn ran to hug me. "Aww did my little caity missed me?" Caitlyn and I are really close friends she's like my sister. "Hey yo sup y/n dawg" Ivan said. "Hey guys" I smiled. "I got a new kit!" Lance exclaimed. "Pshh you always get a new one every two weeks Lance" Jacob said. Lance just rolled his eyes "whatever". "Shall we start now?" I asked and we all started rehearsing. After that we all decided to have a break. "Has she answer yet?" Caity asked. I shook my head "nope" I said. "Damn" Ivan chuckled. Then my phone rings and it shows the name that I've been dying waiting for. I told them I would just answer the call and they just nodded.
Me:hey
C:Hi how are you?
Me: good you?
C:great.
Her voice sounds weird. I mean it sounds like she's been crying or something.
Me: are you ok Cami? You've been ignoring my calls and stuff.
C: yeah I'm fine I'm just.I've been really busy.
Me: oh ok I understand.
C: are you home?
Me: not at the moment. Why?
C: what time are you gonna be then?
Me: I'll be home in an ahour
C: ok I'll be there in an ahour then
Me: ok bye I love you
C: I love you too.
Then she ended the call. I went back in and sat back down. "So what'd she say?" Jacob asked. "Well she said she's been busy and that she's coming over later which is why I have to go in 15 mins" I sighed. "Told you she's just busy ok?" Caity rubbed my back. "Yeah but she's acting weird" I said. "Maybe she's just tired and stressed which is why she's meeting you later" Ivan wiggled his eyebrows. "Perv" caity said. I chuckled "anyways I gotta go" I said and put my guitar back in the bag. "See ya!" They said and I just waved. I drove to my house thinking about Camila. I got in and decided to prepare food since its almost dinner. After about 30 mins I heard a knock on my door I quickly ran and get it to see my girlfriend standing there smiling but her smile is different. "Hey" she sounded sad. "Hey babe what's wrong?" I asked pulling her into a hug. We got in my house and I closed the door. "Nothing I'm just really tired" she said tearing up. "Here I made dinner let's eat" I said. we both sat down and she just stared at me. "Seriously Cami what's wrong?" I asked moving closer to her and she just bursted out crying. "Shh come here" I said pulling her into a hug. "What happened? Tell me please I don't like seeing you like this" I said while rubbing her back. "Y-you d-dont understand" she pulled out from the hug and looked at me. "Don't understand what?" I asked. "Y/N we can't do this" she said. I furrowed my eyebrows "do what?" I asked confusingly. "Our relationship" she looked down. There my world broke down. "W-what?" I stuttered and I can feel tears coming out my eyes. "W-we can't be together" she said again. Wow. "T-tell me why" I said grabbing her hand. "Y/N I have my own career going on. I want to focus on myself first. You will just distract me" she said. What?! After everything I've done for her? I always treated her like she owns the world and this would be my reward?. "The fuck Mila? I'd just distract you? Do you even know how selfish you sounded?!" I said. She just cried "you know what fine. We're done. Focus on you career. Whatever. Get out" I said looking away. Did she just used me?. "Y/N-- you don't understand" she said tryna make me look to her. "Get out" I said again. "Please let me ex--" I cut in " I said get out Camila!! " I yelled and she just looked down. Before she leaves the door she said something " I will always love you y/n " then she left. "Bullshit" I whispered. I decided to text my friends to come over.
Me:Yoh guys come over and have a drink with me.
Lance: woah woah what's happening?
Me: guess who's single now?
Caity : omg are you ok? I'll be there in 10
Jacob: same for me Dude I'll just go grab something to eat for us.
Ivan: Yoh I'll be there aswell
Me: ok see ya guys then .
I'm single. What now?