It was anq October morning with a pleasant start. I was so happy that day as I was now about to know whether Arjun felt for me the same as I did, as Varsha was going to ask him. I had a hope that he will just say, " yes, I love Tanya."
In our lunch break Varsha asked him about his feelings for me. On that his answer was unexpected by both of us. He said he never felt for me in that way. I am just his good friend. When she told me about that I was heartbroken but, not shocked. I already had an intuition about that.
I was about to move on but, wanted him to give me the reason for not loving me and answer all my questions about that. All the questions were dancing throughout my mind. I was trying to know their answers by my own. If he didn't loved me, why he used to listen to me obediently? If he didnt loved me, why he used to take care of me? If he didnt loved me, why he used to flirt? If he didnt loved me, why was he always by my side? Was it really just friendship? No answer. Now only the one who could answer me was he himself.
So, i said Varsha to convince him to talk to me. She tried so. She asked him to give me the reason for his 'no'. After her lots of efforts he was atlast convinced to talk. It was decided to talk in tuition after the extra lecture.
In tuition, he was just going on ignoring us. So, I said Varsha to ask him. On which she asked this loudly that whole class started to stare at us. I was feeling embarrassed so i stoped her. I scolded her to ask this loudly on which we both started to argue the whole lecture. Due to that, the whole lecture was ruined. I didn't understood even a word. I had to study that topic the whole night that day. But that's not important here.
After the class, even after coming downstairs our argument was going on. We forgot about Arjun. Then after a long fight, topic of Arjun came in my mind and i reminded her.
It was a rule of our tution master that the boys and girls were not allowed to talk with each other in the class premises. So, we went away from the tution surroundings and waited for Arjun. Then making us wait for a long he came with his friend Naman. Naman was a guy who would had spread our talks to the whole class. So, we decided to talk the next day about that. All the questions still unanswered in my mind ......
