My Answer | woosan

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Have you ever wondered what "feelings" mean?
I know, it seems like something simple to explain, but for Wooyoung it wasn't like that...It was very difficult for him to express his own feelings at that moment and sometimes it can lead to confusion. In his life there were so many occasions where he had to put love, empathy, sadness, anger , but his only expression was neutral sometimes making it hard for those around him to really understand what wooyoung was feeling....but also because it was hard for him to understand himself

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Wooyoung endured his stepfather's commands, but when he grew up and finally got the courage to confront him, things got worse.
Finally the time had come for Wooyoung to leave the house that felt more like hell because he was going to move to Seoul for his 1st year of majoring in letters.
We can say that Wooyoung was happy to leave home, but he was also worried because he would start a new chapter in his life.

Wooyoung packs his last clothes and goes down to the car with his luggage to put them in trunk. The thought of how he worked full time to get his license and buy his own car because he didn't get any money from his family suddenly flooded his mind letting go of the weight of those thoughts with a long sigh.

He gets into the car and leaves for Seoul.

When he arrives at his new home...a rent , not exactly in the city center, but close to the university,the next thing he does is call his friends who have been with him since he was a freshman in high school: Yunho and Mingi.
" Hi woo , did you arrive in Seoul?" yunho asks
" Yes . I'm about to unpack things and go out a bit to explore the area wooyoung replies
"And...where is your roommate? didn't you say you were going to stay with someone in the apartment?" suddenly Mingi appears in the frame asking.

Oh yes....because the rent in Seoul was too expensive for one person Wooyoung looked for a rental that already had one person...but he only communicated with the owner of the rent so wooyoung didn't know much about his roomate.

"...I don't know...I just arrived and there is no one"
" Woo.....I didn't get to tell you face to face, but I hope you settle in there quickly and take care of yourself ... whenever you need advice or anything else, don't forget that we are here. Regardless of what decisions you will make in life, both me and Mingi we will be with you" Yunho says with tears in his eyes. Both he and Mingi know what Wooyoung has been through and they have decided that they will take care of him. They both hope that Wooyoung will find his ray of light to illuminate his darkness .

"guys...thanks but I'll have to hang up" Wooyoung minimizes the words as he usually does because even though yunho or mingi always say such nice words to him, Wooyoung never knows how he should react, what should he answer ...

And after that he hangs up and starts unpacking his things, but in the next second he is disturbed by the sound of the keys gently hitting the door trying to open it.

The door opens, and a taller figure with a well built body and black hair makes his presence.

" who is there? " the mysterious person asked when he heard footsteps and see the lights on from the room untouched for months.
He slowly approaches the room then enter it discovering an unknown figure .

" Who are you?How did you get in here? What are you doing here?" San said with a little anger entering the room.
" H-hi...I'm.....your roomate " Wooyoung said with a trembling voice taking a few steps back as the figure in front of him was very intimidating the closer he got.

"And why are you talking like that?"
"S-sorry"
" What's your name?" san asks ignoring the apology of the person in front of him.
" Wooyoung, yours?"
"I'm San,I hope we will get along well" with a smile on his face San answers then places his hand on Wooyoung's shoulder.

San fixed his gaze on Wooyoun's face noticing every detail...noticing that mole under his sparkling eyes that didn't make contact with him..

San suddenly says the following words "You're not very talkative, are you?"
"I don't really talk to strangers, sorry"
" Strangers?" san chuckles " We won't be strangers from now on" San places his hand next to wooyoung's head as he lightly hits the wall behind him.

Wooyoung swallows his words and remains frozen...besides the words San just spoke in a very tense way, his own heartbeat could also be heard.

" Earth to Wooyoung...do you usually disconnect when someone asks you something? "
" NOO!" suddenly Wooyoung answers in a raised tone "Can you let me unpack my things, we can talk later"
" Aigooo....you ignore and change the subject, it's not a very good thing...we should work on this behavior, don't you think?" San whispers in Wooyoung's ear " Fine...I'll let you do your job, if you need anything you can find me in the room" in the next second san leaves the room and wooyoung breathes a sigh of relief.

Many questions gather in Wooyoung's head about his roommate.

After placing his clothes in the closet, Wooyung plucks up the courage to go to San's room to ask him how they're going to divide the responsibilities in this apartment.

Wooyoung knocks on the door but no one answered so he decides to open the door slowly and the next thing he sees leaves him speechless.....