Shout out to:
aliswiftiepotterhead and joyce4566 , two amazing girls!!!
As I felt the tears roll down my cheek I felt as if all of the courage inside of me was being shipped away from me. I do realize he is a stupid thing to waste my breathe on, but I feel like I need him. He always walks by me with that godly looks that could make anyone die by looking at him. His dirty-blond hair, light brown eyes, and an amazing smile. All of the girls I know, they say I'm so lucky to know him, but it's not all that great. He looks at me like I'm a little sister, a childhood friend, an excuse, but Caleb, I wish we were more. At least I know there is something I can work for. When you hugged me the in the hallway a few days ago, you held onto me even after I stopped, like you wish you could keep it that way forever. You are so confusing to me, but I am willing to wait for you. Or until Ryan comes around.
