I love you. // a kianxpenn story

6. Let me explain. Its colmplicated

Conner pov:
I saw what went down with Kian and Jennifer. I felt so bad for little J. I saw her run out crying. She was intoxicated and wasn't in the right mind, so I ran after her I hoped in my car and followed her. She fell on the street so I put my car in park in front of her. She was crying so much. She was hyperventilating I was so sorry for her. She passed out in the floor and that's when I picked her up bridal style and carried her to my car. I payed her down to let her sleep and drove back to the o2l house. The party was still going on, so I took her upstairs in my room. I later her on my bed and I made a bed on the floor for me to sleep. It was around 3am so I fell asleep. But before I went to sleep I told JC that Jenn was over and to try not to make to much noise. He said okay. And then I went to sleep.
Later that day when they wake up
I was awaken but Jenn waking up still having tears in her eyes.
Jenn pov:
"Where am I what happen?!"
"Jenn you were running in the street so I took you home" I hear him say laying on the ground. "Oh, I had the worst dream. I had a dream that Andrea was making out with Kian. And I walked into his room to ask him if he still liked me. After that I don't rember anything." I say having tears in my eyes. "Little J I'm sorry but sadly that wasn't a dream." He says looking upset . I was in shock I didn't know what to do.
Back to Conner pov:
Jenn was staring at me. She had the saddest face expression I've ever seen. She got up calmly off of my bed. "Jenn where are you going? " Jenn turns around about to open my door. "I'm going to go watch tv" she says trying her best not to cry. She cracked a smile. But I can tell she was in pain. "Wait Jenn im going to go to. But just give Kian a chance to explain." I say. "Conner I tried to keep both of them happy. I tried to keep myself happy. I liked Kian and Andrea was dating him. I tried to keep them together and they said they were breaking up. A part of me was hurt because I felt like it was because of me but the other part was happy. Andrea said I could have him so I went upstairs to tell him hoping he'd be as happy as me. But I got the opposite. You don't understand the pain I can't explain it to you Conner I just can't. It hurts so much." She says calmly trying not to cry but a tear drops. "Okay Jenn but I'm just telling you to give him a chance he needs to explain. You may be thinking of it wrong."
"Okay well I'm going to watch tv so please just don't talk about it." She walks down stairs and i follow behind.
Jenn pov:
I was about to cry but I kept it together and walked down stairs. I ignore what just happen . "Thanks Conner for everything." I walk down stairs and see JC making pancakes and bacon. "Wazzz up JC!" "What up Dudeee!" JC says. "Yo make me food!" I laugh. JC and I have this thing where we talk weird to each other. "Okay dude!" He says. I sit down and watch tv. Conner sits next to me. We put on break free. *idk if that's a real show* during half of the show I hear someone else come down stairs.
Kian. It was Kian that came down stairs. Conner looks at me and I look at him. He lips " please give him a chance to explain." I nod. "Hi kian." I say very calmly not looking at him. "Hey Jenn, I'm happy your safe. But let me explain. It's complicated. But you have to believe me." He says. "Okay explain."
Kian pov:
I'm happy that she's giving me a chance. "Look I love you better than I love myself. But last night was a mistake I was intoxicated when Andrea came in. We broke up and she told me you liked me. I was the happiest person on earth hearing those words just gave me hope. But Andrea was about to leave and I was in the wrong mind. She fell on top of me trying to get out of my room. I didn't know who was laying on me at the time. I thought it was you Jenn. I thought I was kissing you. I love you and in sorry." I say hoping she'll forgive me. "Kian... How the fuck do you not know its me? That sounds like a damn lie. I went into your room to tell you that I liked you. Only to see you kissing Andrea!" She looked pissed off.  "Jennifer! Please believe me. I was in the wrong state in mind." I'm hoping she will believe me. "How am I supposed to believe that you thought I was Andrea? Do you know how stupid that sounds Kian? Because coming out of your mouth that is the worst lie you've told. I just can't believe you would try to lie to me." A tear drops. "Jenn you have to trust me on this. And I'm not lying to you! Like you said this is the worst lie I've told! It's because I'm not lying Jennifer. I'm try here I really am! I'm trying to keep you happy. And I want you to be happy. Jennifer I love you! There I said it. I can't go to sleep with out knowing your okay. Im not the same with out you. I won't be able to live knowing I'm the reason why you are having trust issues. I won't be the same knowing your with other guys. It's because I care. I've never cared like this before. So please I'm begging. Please believe me." I say I can feel tears coming out of my eyes. "Look Kian. I'll believe you only because I love you and if I'm going to love you I'm going to have to trust you. But don't hurt me again. Im not a person that takes shit like that. So please don't do that to me again." She tells me with tears in her eyes. "Thank you Jenn you won't regret it!" I say. " I hope I don't. Just don't forget what I looked like ever again" she walks to JC and grabs her food and eats. I can tell she still hurt. She has tears in her eyes. But smiles like nothing happen. I hope I can fix her. I don't want to hurt her ever again. I love her to much to do that.
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Authors note
How is the book going? I feel like it's bad. I'm going to eat byee!! Comment if it's good 💕