Until it lasts

I'm sorry but I can't

I wake up quite early today Anna is still on the same position she was last night her head is on my arm and she is kinda of hugging me,under other circumstances I would feel a discomfort by having someone on top of me for so long but that's not the case not at all I might even say that I enjoy having her there,Its quite ironical today I woke up with the person I was dreaming for days it's an amazing feeling plus Anna is so beautiful while she is sleeping she seems so calm and peaceful although I would love to see those melancholic brown eyes I won't wake her up I think as I run my fingers through her silky hair after a few more minutes Anna wakes up
Al:Goodmorning love
An:I need coffee
Al:Ohh I'll call the room service I say as I rush to order the coffees They bring us the coffees quite quickly in 10 minutes or so,Anna Is peacefully drinking her coffee without saying a wOrd so after a while of complete silence I decide to speak
Al:So how did you sleep last night love?
An:Al we haven't reached that stage yet
Al:What stage?
An:Of you calling me love
Al:But...
An:Call me Anna
I feel quite bad did I make her feel bad? why? I would love her to call me love or darling but I guess she won't call me like that soon
Al:At your comands,So how did you sleep last night Anna?
An:Quite Alright what about you?
Al:well I can say that I've never slept better
An:Glad to hear that I guess
Al:Anna you seem distant is something wrong?
An:I don't know Alex is there?
Al:Not from my point of view
An:I am sorry Alex it's just that this feels too good to last
Al:But Anna I told you this will last forever
An:And i already told you I don't believe in forever I never did
Al:What do you believe in Anna?
An:I believe in until it lasts Alex
Al:Right Anna and why do you think that this won't last?
An:It's too perfect to last Alex and you know it
Al:can't we just enjoy the moment without thinking about tomorrow or yesterday?
An:I guess we can
Al:So what about listening some music while cuddling?
An:Sounds quite temtating
Al:Okay so what about some Beatles
An:Well I am more in the mood of Strokes
Al:I hoped you would say that
An:Hahaha
I go to the pick up and I put on an Strokes album as the music starts playing softly I jump on bed while dragging her on the bed with me....we throw a pillow fight it's great Anna is so childish but I love that I am quite childish too but my thoughts are interrupted by her sweet voice
An:Alex I have to go
Al:5 more minutes
An:I'm sorry but I can't
Anna just makes her way out of my hotel room living me there alone without even saying goodbye she is so cruel with me sometimes well most of the times....