Larry Stylinson?

A Letter

Dear diary,

Hi, my name is Harry Styles So I'm here. Writing. I'm seeing a therapist now, you know? She said I should write, so it would distract me. She said write your feelings down, it would help, if I didn't feel really like talking to her. I don't actually know what to write, I've never had a diary. She also mentioned I should write to someone I trusted, then it would be easier, so I'm writing to you babe. It's even hard to write your name, even think about it without tears coming. Why'd you have to go? We had such a great time together. I had so much to learn from you. I wanted to come and work there with you, maybe not doing tattoos 'cause we both know I suck at that. But even just doing piercings and maybe sometimes make music and sing. I don't know. But then I would've had an excuse to see you every day without it being weird. I even thought about having a tattoo too. Maybe a ship, so it would've matched with your compass, and how you always lead me. I loved all your tattoos you know? Even the ones hiding your scars, that only shows how strong you are and how you managed to live through that. It was still horrible and no-one should ever go through that. But I admire you for that. I still can't belive you're gone now. I'll never see you again. It breaks my heart. What should I do with the palor now? I can't even make some little meaningless tattoos. And you never got to show me how to make piercings either. So, once again, I'm useless. And oh your piercings, oh how I loved them too. they fitted you amazingly. I don't think I would've pulled them off so well. And how I loved your pitch black hair, and how you'd sometimes dye some color in it, you were perfect. I miss you so freaking much, boo. Your sisters, they're devastated, they can't believe you would've done something like that. Neither did I. But, the saddest part is, you did. You know how Lottie wanted to come and do tattoos here too on summer break? And when she would've finished school she would've come to work here with us. It was supposed to be a suprise. For you. But I don't know how long I can take it anymore, without you here. I wish you could come back. Please, even just for your sisters, you don't have to come back for me. I don't even think you would've wanted to date me anyways. But, boo, I forgive you. I know how you always loved All Time Low, so I guess you just wanted to feel weightless. You wanted to get rid of it all, you didn't want to waste another minute here. Maybe I'll even do the same soon. Cause this is my reaction to everything I feared, and yeah, I've been going crazy too. Wow, this song really seems to fit me right now. And it was your favorite song too. I'm actually glad Lotts set me up whit this therapist or whoever she is. It's really kinda helping. But sadly not for the better. I've been thinking while writing this. Maybe I should go too? Just like you did. I love you, boo, and if I left, maybe we'll meet again. Or maybe you're watching me right now. Well if you're watching, then, babe, I'm coming. This letter really made me think about everything, and so I finally got it, but I won't tell you yet, you'll find out soon. You know, tomorrow's your funeral. I hate to think you really are gone, but the reality starts to hit me, I can feel it. But I'm really going to get that tattoo now. And my appointment with the therapist is almost over, so I should end this letter now. Lotts should be here too already, she's supposed to take me home now. But I'll ask if we could stop by your tattoo polar. Maybe I'll let her do it. She always wanted it. But bye now, boo. I love you. I really hope I would've told you sooner.

I really love you BooBear,

goodbye,

Harry.