Thinking of You

Remembering the first time we met.

I just wanted to say you literally make me so happy like being with you has been some of the best 7 months of my life and I still remember the first time I saw you over 9 months ago... You were in an orange shirt and jeans and behind you followed your skinny blonde brother and your little sister... I dont think you noticed me at first sitting on the bench feeding the baby.. At least you've never mentioned it before.. I watched you and your siblings come in being very loud and at first I hated the thought of having new people because you know new people and new loud people are not my thing... But anyways I watched you guys walk in and head straight for my sister and her friends and I just sat watching... I think at some point I made a noise or the baby did and you turned to look at me and I think at first you thought the baby was mine because you gave me a strange look but at this point you still hadn't approached me yet... And then in walked your twin brother... If I remember right he walked up to me first and asked my name in which I told him and you guys started asking me what school I went too and what program I took and if I knew so and so and to be honest I really didn't know any of those people... You eventually left me alone when I started giving you the cold shoulder because you know new people... But then my lovely mother forced me to give her the baby and to go socialize ugh... I went into the kitchen to help with the pizzas and watched as my mom helped you guys get ready for the party since you guys didn't wear costumes. I remember Bella was goldilocks and the 3 bears Chris was Robin Hood and Alex refused to dress up or if he did I don't remember what his was but yours I was very confused on for awhile... As I helped with the pizzas you guys ran around socializing and then it was your guys turn to come in and make your pizzas. Again you guys were so loud and I wasn't to happy about helping you guys out but I did because I had too. And again you and Chris had to ask my name again and kept trying to figure out what I was dressed as. If guys asked my name anymore that night I would've gone insane. By the way Dracula/his wife are not kid friendly characters. Everyone sat down to eat and a few of us started passing out plates and we began to start guessing everyone's costume and I remember everyone trying to guess yours and literally no one else could. But after a few minutes I spoke up and said that I knew who you were. You were Arthur. And I remember that after I said that I looked over at you and you looked into my eyes and you smiled at me and I smiled back.

I love you so so much baby