He lost her some how things ended how they weren't suppose to , somehow they drifted apart, somehow he lost her, some how he pushed her away because after so long he realised he wasn't good enough for her because what had started as something as beautiful as a flower blooming at the first ray of sun had turned into something he started regretting , he started feeling guilty for bringing her so far he couldn't face himself each day he woke up to realise he had lost her he had betrayed those promises those oaths those moments have turned to mere memories but deep down he was glad because he was sure she would find some one who would not be a coward like him a gutless soul less human who would take a stand for her and he was sure she would find some one like that because she was perfect he still found her perfect he still found her amazing he still looked at her in awe hiding smiling to himself that the pain she will feel would last for some days but then one day she will live again and she will live more than she lived with him and he will wait for that day to come soon praying to god for her happiness wellness he just wishes he remains inside her as a memory just a memory because he doesn't want anything other than that because that would be the only thing that wouldn't be meaningless for her and himself
