They say that love is forever-Faberry

Chapter Eleven

When Rachel woke up she was in the hospital and her daddy was sitting beside her. She groaned her arm was killing her. Her daddy looked at her

"oh baby you're awake. How do you feel?"

"hurts" her daddy nodded

"yeah that sounds about right you were in a bad accident you got hit by a car if Quinn and her father weren't there you probably wouldn't be here."

Rachel looked around "Quinn. Where is she?"

"She's here she's asleep she hasn't left since you were admitted." Rachel saw Quinn fake sleeping on the chair in the corner.

Her daddy looked at his phone "I'm going to go get something from the cafeteria do you want something baby?"

"No thanks daddy." once her daddy left Quinn sat up and sat beside her bed.

"Hey"

"hey"

"how are you feeling?"

Rachel rolled her eyes "well I was attacked by a vampire how would you feel?"

"touché. Is there anything I can do?"

"you could lay in here with me."

Quinn hesitated "your body is cold it will feel good on my arm." The vampire nodded and got into the bed next to the brunette. Rachel shifted so her arm was lying on Quinn's chest it felt so much better than an ice pack.

She sigh "what happened to Jesse?"

"We took care of him, he won't bother you anymore."

"What about the other vampires?"

"Will and Torrie?" Rachel nodded into Quinn's chest

"they are still out there. And they'll come for me eventually and I'll be ready when they do."

Rachel cringed "but Jesse was so strong, I don't want to think of you getting hurt."

Quinn laughed softly "I won't get hurt"

"cocky much?"

"No I just know I can beat them. They will be fighting emotionally while I'll be fighting tactically. And I'm much faster than all of them which definitely works to my advantage."

"Why didn't you let the change happen?"

Quinn stiffened "because...I wouldn't wish this life on anyone. Especially not someone I care for."

"Why not?"

"because you would become well...soul less for lack of a better word. And I like your soul a lot."

"But I don't want my soul if it means that I will be with you forever."

Quinn shook her head "you don't know what you're saying"

"yes I do. I don't want to be without you ever."

"You won't be and you'll still be human."

"Quinn..."

"no Rachel you really don't want this. After a few decades everyone you know will be dead. And you can't stay in one place for long because you won't age. And you won't be able to have children."

"I don't want kids," Quinn rolled her eyes

"but someday you might want them."

"But being with you I couldn't get pregnant anyway." Quinn didn't answer,

"Quinn?" The vampire didn't answer.

"Quinn why aren't you saying anything?"

"Look Rachel it's probably best that I don't say anything..."

"Wait what?"

Quinn didn't answer again, "wait Quinn do you have girl parts?"

"Well...no."

"What do you mean?"

"Rachel I don't really want to talk about it."

"Quinn...do you have a penis?"

"Yes..."

"Oh...how did that happen?"

"Um I was born with it..."

"but back in that time wasn't it unheard of for a girl to have male parts?"

"My family was really wealthy and they decided to raise me as a boy. Anyone who thought differently was killed. They arranged for me to marry another rich girl but they paid her family and her to keep the secret."

"You were married?"

"No... I got sick a few months before we were supposed to be married when Russell changed me I faked my own death. But I really did care for Victoria we were friends before the wedding...so I snuck back to her house after the funeral it was raining so no one saw me sneak in. She thought she was going crazy and that I was an illusion. But then I kissed her and she figured I'm real. I didn't want to tell her the whole story, I just asked her if she'd run away with me. She was hesitant at first when I told her we wouldn't have any contact with our families but eventually she said yes."

Quinn's eyes looked pained, "we made it out of town and we lived in the mountains away from everyone. I could tell that the lack of social interaction was killing her so I would take her into town every weekend so she could make friends. One weekend I went to pick her up and she told me she wanted to move to town I couldn't do that with her the sun problem would cause problems. So I bought her a place in town and didn't see her again for a while. Ten years later I went and saw her...she was happy, happier than I'd ever seen her. I told her that if she moved on and got married I wouldn't mind. She went off on me asking how I could say something like that. Then she asked me to change her. I was hesitant and scared but I decided to try it anyway. I went too far though and I killed her." Quinn paused "that's when I went to find Russell and live with him and his family."

"Did you love her?" Quinn nodded. "Do you still love her?" Quinn shook her head. "So it's not that you don't want me to be like you...you are just afraid of killing me?"

"No. I don't want you to have to sacrifice the joys of being human. Feeling the sun on your skin having friends' birthdays."

"I don't want that I want you."

"You already have me" Quinn said kissing Rachel's forehead.

"But someday you'll find a pretty vampire girl and she'll be able to have sex with you." Quinn moved forcing Rachel to look at her.

"You think this is only about sex?"

"No I mean I know you think about it...I wish I could give it to you." The blonde smiled softly pulling Rachel into her

"Rachel I don't mind not having sex with you. Yes I do think about it but I'm not going to leave you because of something stupid like sex."

"Did you have sex with Victoria?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"I didn't want to hurt her."

"Did she want to have sex with you?"

"Why does that matter?"

"Just answer me."

"Yes she did..."