Sorry for the late update, I was dealing with writer's block and my mental health.
I feel like I'm lost. It's like I am draining myself. I feel so so lost that I don't know where to go anymore in my life. I lost the purpose of my life, I feel. My mind, my heart, my soul everything is dealing with conflicts. I feel so overwhelmed. My emotions are complicated. I want to scream and I badly want to lash out everything I dump inside me to someone but I just can't.
What I'm trying to say is I don't know where my life is heading not what am I doing.
I just just feel so lost.
Sorry for the rant.
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I groan at the bright light disturbing my sleep.
Someone turn off the light.
Uhh I groan as I pulls the duvet over myself, hoping to get some sleep but my sleep was long gone.
Whining I threw the duvet and sit straight on my bed.
Stretching, I realise that bright light is sun.
7:20, clock says.
I feel too lazy.
Last night I slept with him but now his side is empty.
When did he gone?
Shrugging his thoughts and yawning I made my way towards bathroom.
I am too lazy to even brush. I just keep staring at my reflection on the mirror.
Past few days events run in my mind like a movie.
A sigh left my mouth. He is clearly doing something to me.
I don't want this marriage but don't want this marriage to stop.
What am I really?
Why am I having two different thoughts?
Am I bipolar?
Shit!
Now he's making me question my sanity.
Great.
Just fucking great.
Aaditya. I screamed.
"What the hell are you doing to me, bastard?" I muttered under my breath.
