She's just another girl

Trying to forget

Since i left to him, the things got weird. I had more time, i mean i didn't have to spend a lot of time on the cellphone waiting for a message. In a moment i did not expect for any kind of message and i felt good. In that moment i felt like.. free? Yes, free because i was free.  I was free to look at another boys but I  had no desire to doing it.

That doesn't mean i never  thought about him again because i sometimes i think in him and how we used be and i fell a little broken but It only happen once a month, when is too cold outside.

The days passed and now are months and the months will be years. 

By now we are in months an soon will be a year, I don't miss him anymore, i dont want to hug him, kiss him and spend all my time with him. I have too much to do, such focus on the school. The school was a very well distraction, I tried no think about guy but there was one...

He was.... is a friend, i think. Since we met I saw sparkles in his eyes and i felt comfortable this time i thought it was just because i was a broken heart, so i let it go and he was just my friend. The time pass and i found an old classmate from elementary school. So, he swore he loves me since we were 8 years old, is a big deal, isn't it? he ask for a chance and i gave him.

Few days later i notice that i was wrong we had years knowing each other without knowing each other, i mean i didn't know his favorite song so he either. Love needs time; so I leave him but there was not the only reason...