Dear Diary ,
I've Been Back Home Now For A While, Me And Zacardi Are Trying To Make This Work ,Long Distance , But the fact that we stay a million miles apart doesn't make that easy and not to mention we stay in different time zones . By the time I'm calling him to say goodnight , he's getting up to go to school ....it's not the same , he can't hold be at night, talk to me all during the day or fuck me like he did before . God I Miss Him .
I've Been Crying Every Other Night , Stressing about our Relationship , and I've gained 3 pounds from stuffing my face from all this depression , Of Course The Things At Home Are The Same Constant fighting Between My Parents and Ashton Always trying to make it better , I've become numb to it , all I do is sleep and cry and eat and fantasize about Zacardi and eat again
Joy : Tahara We're Going To The Store, Can You Stop Writing Long Enough To Tell Me What You Need .... Hair Products, Some New Pants The Ones You Have On Are Tight and Pads What About Pads
Pads , I Froze , I Haven't Had My Period In Six Weeks , At First I Thought It Was Just Late Because Of Stress ....It Totally Slipped My Mind , Joy walked out and Shrugged , assuming I was ignoring her , the second they pulled out the drive way I did as well , racing down the street to the Walgreens
Now a 20 dollar pee Stick has changed my life forever
POSITIVE
How could I be Pregnant , how will I tell my parents, the people at school , how will I tell Zacardi and How Can We Raise a Baby A Million Miles Apart
I Cried Myself To Sleep As I Clenched The Necklace He Gave Me For My Birthday "Z" For Zacardi's Girl
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Spring Fling : Westgate Affairs
RandomTahara, a social outcast, Is Headed On Her Annual Family Vacation In Orlando ,Flordia to Westgate Towers And Villas.While Down There She Is Wooed By Zacardi Edwards.And instead of acknowledging the hurt she is going through , she chosees to drive t...
