*flashback*
"Papaw come outside." "Please c'mon watch me play!" I begged and begged until he came outside. First thing was to run to the building and find my four wheeler keys. "Now Katie don't be flying around the yard." He said walking behind me.
*end of flashback*
I started tearing up remember things won't ever be the same.. Here I am now worrying about him dying or waking up and poof gone. Already lost two people I can't lose anyone else. I wish I didn't grow up. Like there was just a time watch to just stop the world. No aging, no deaths, no worries, no- ..... I can't I'm asking for too much... *sighs*
Welcome to my life... It gets worse as the days go by. Don't believe me? Hah hide and watch. My dads a dopey, mom works her ass off and I never get to see her much, I have to keep my emotions bottled up from everyone else, and I've been through so depression I've thought about killing myself. So still wanna judge?
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Growing up
RandomAs a little kid you always wanting to grow up. But trust me it's not what you think. You realize more as you go along.
