Your just a replacement

Farewell

Hello there, this book has been my one biggest accomplishment i swear, everytime my friends asked for my novel this is the one i flex to them.

But for this past months, after the end of the dream smp and everything.
Ive grown to have no interest onto the fandom anymore, the people within it some disgust me to the bones, and some deserved solace.

Technoblade being one of my most favorite youtuber and character, when i found the news that day, part of me died silently.
I didnt notice that, but ive changed so suddenly.

Without knowing it, people whose your favorite can cause so much change within your personality and way of thinking.
This past days ive done my way his way, and without realizing the change, i coped with his solace in peace.

He was right, people turn for the worst, i felt it in highschool now, people turning their back on me the moment i was the evil looking one, the pressure it felt when the person you were ready to fight for, turns out to be the biggest enemies along the lines.

I was in my own war, with my health and people outside.

But, finding a partner gave me that happiness when i first felt connected with Techno, I don't know why, i always think that id probably won't ever get over him, when really what i was doing while in pain of loosing Techno, i was just looking for another person to feel happy off.

I swear to god, i felt less cheerful when his news hit. My friends all says so, because after i found my partner ive come to be cheerful once more.

No one comforted me more but him, Techno was everything, the server was my happiness, the people were my role models, Wilbur, Dream, Tommy, Phil literally look up to them, and when i saw what wilbur had turned out.

I could only hope he finds his peace, even though he should be hated, but between the crossfire he's just another person who does bad deeds because of his improper way of thinking and possible unhealthy mentality.
It doesnt give a person a reason to do those things to others, but i hope everyone forgives him and let him heal himself until then, i hope you would let yourself be forgiven Wilbur, i do not correct your actions as it is wrong, but i do hope you dont do such things anymore in the future, you are a talented man, smart and good will, don't let those deeds destroy what you have.

Tommy is literally such a diva, ilhsm and his new girlfriend?? Wow.
Im surprised of how he had growth, he surpassed alot of people without himself knowing, i watched him from just being a 16 year old boy that was messing around in a server full of grown ups, now being a man within his 20's that's still sharing laughter to alot of people.
Im proud of what he had become, wilbur was right we weren't ready of his accomplishments, because it is really spectacular, congratulations Tommy you've amazed me once more.

And for Techno, man i love you so much, thank you for those peace you gave me within my most darkest moments.
Only you and your videos could heal me, back in 2020 I didn't know what to do, overdosing, cutters and literally fewer times try to end myself.
When you came along into my life, ive never loved a youtuber as much as you.
You give me a meaning in life, that made me want to understand, what made you go on? How can you have that much motivation? Was it the people??
You joke around with your health so much, it made me forget that you have a bigger problem then mine, yet you cherished your life more then i did.
Thank you for giving me that meaning within my life, I'm a way more better person now because of you.

For my dear readers, Thank you so much for supporting my dsmp books, this past years with you guys had been really really lovely, i hadnt met so many people before in my life, im grateful really really grateful.

But now its time to close the fandom, and i hope whatever goes on, on everyones life right now would be as bright as everyone else with no one left behind.

Thank you so much, ily guys so much, and ill see you back in 2022 when this story was going strong with updates.

Because now it would be discontinue

My greatest farewell

Author Maca
-Dec 22 2024
Ending.