Thoughts

I wish I could write down all of my thoughts.

All my worries, and self hating thoughts and just read through them and think, hey, these aren't things that should define me.

These aren't things that should interrupt my day. They aren't things that should prevent me from being who I want to be.

I want to be able to read these things and think, no you don't get to tell me who I am.

But I can't do that.

I'm not strong enough to do that.

And if someone else were to read those and say,

"Hey, I totally get what you're going through. It'll all be okay."

When they have a great life without fear of being judged, without having to hide from others.

Without having to hide from themselves.

If someone like that came up to me and told me that they knew what I was going through, everyday.......I would want to punch them in the fucking face.