Failure

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I know failure is a lesson
Never a failure always a lesson
I understand
But why does it feel like I want yo stab myself
With the longest knife in this household
It feels like I've disappointed everyone
Especially myself
I've tried my best in everything I could
But maybe brains weren't meant for me
Maybe I was just born as beauty without brains
I don't understand life
I want to finish
Get out of the dungeon hell
Live alone
Travel the world
But how am I going to do all that
While I'm still failure
While my lips are pressed on the top of a ciggerette
While my life is still dark as my lungs.

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