Little bit of my mind

Happy

I was wondering if I am happy. If I will ever be happy with myself. I worry that I can't be happy with myslef, that means, nobody will be happy with me. It makes me feel so uncofidence, sad or dissapointed. I'm not happy but on the other side, I'm not sad. I'm just empty. I don't really care about what others think about me but I really care about what my friends and I think about myself. My mind little bit destroying me. I feel that thinking is only thing I wanna and could do. Everything is complicated, but just that simple. I don't know, what I want, who I am or who I wanna be, but I know I don't know what to do. Life's too short and I still don't know what to do with my life and my feelings.