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zaynie
your daughter said she's dressed like me today. i don't see it

zaynie

zaynie

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wife you're kidding right?!?! this is definitely you, babe

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wife
you're kidding right?!?! this is definitely you, babe. from the black beanie right down to the boots. you can be twins

wife
how is she, by the way? i know she was a bit upset i left the next day after her birthday :(

zaynie
she's okay, babe. she just wished you could have been here longer. she's alright though

wife
it sucks! i didn't think this whole thing through. tour dates and the girls birthdays. i need to spread them out

zaynie
you're okay, baby. work is work. plus you love being on stage. i enjoy seeing you happy too. ive seen the fan post of you laughing and joking with 'em. it's so refreshing to see that beautiful smile on your face, baby

wife
god, zayn, i love being up there, you know? knowing that i have so many people who like me. so many of them say i saved their lives and that—it warms my heart knowing that i can be there for others like that without even properly knowing them. it just—i know i don't have to explain because you understand but—fuck! it feels amazing

zaynie
i know, babe. i get what you mean. it's beautiful and also very overwhelming. but it's worth it!! knowing that you can be there for someone without being in their lives physically. i get you. the fans are definitely like our babies too, you know?

wife
exactly! wanna protect them all like we do with our girls

zaynie
agreed. plus they're super protective of us. i seen a tweet from a girl calling me like unattractive or some shit and so many fans went off of them! i mean i don't need them to come to my defense—but the fact that they do, that feels fucking amazing! i love them

wife
exactly!!!!

wife
maybe it's just our parental instincts, you know? like sure when the band was just starting out i adored the love and the fans but i think when we finally had kids i felt it more...? it's like i needed to protect them more and i think that only got stronger over the years because im a mom!!

zaynie
you're just a mamma bear. you wanna protect all your cubs—including the fans. i get it babe! i felt it too after belle. it only gets stronger the more babies we have. that's cause they're also our babies!!!

wife
exactly!!

zaynie
speaking of our babies. you will never guess which one of our kids picked up on uncle louis swearing recently

wife
oh, god. we gotta get his sailor mouth in check. our babies are too sweet for the potty mouth. which one?

zaynie
jas

wife
jas?!?! you mean our one year old?!?! no way!!!!!!

zaynie
swear, babe! it took me a while to get what she was trying to say but she kept saying puck. at first i thought she was just saying—you know the word puck like a hockey puck but then she dropped like her toy and gasped before saying 'ah puck.'

zaynie
louis was here and he started laughing his ass off. i glared at him intensely

wife
not my baby :( she's too young to know bad words

zaynie
i told her it wasn't a nice word but i don't think she understood much, baby. might need to ban lou from the kids for a while

wife
agreed! he's on punishment from his god-children. need my babies to be safe from swear words :(

wife
i should get some rest though, babe. 'm really tired

zaynie
yeah. gets some sleep, baby. text you later. or better yet ill call you, okay? i love you, wife

wife
love you too, husband. night. tell the kids i love them and ill talk to them soon <3

zaynie
will do. ❤️❤️
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