I just want to call you and hear your voice.
I want to ask you how your day has been.
I want to tell you that I miss you terribly and that every time I think about you my face feels like it's burning from the inside out.
I want to tell you that I dream last night that we would grow old together as best friends in houses by the sea.
I want to tell you've changed me into something better. You broke me and reset me- like a bone that needed fixing.
You loved me. Saved me. Ruined me. Left me.
I love you. Tried saving you. Felt like I was ruining you. And I left you when you needed me the most
I'm trying to find a clean breath of air in the smoke and you're watching me burn, don't let me burn.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Diary it's 4:48AM.
Thơ caI should have been tucked into bed almost six hours ago. I should only be waking in as little as two hours from now. Where does time go? Why do i do this to myself? Dear Diary, it's 4:48AM and yet once again i am awake over thinking every last thing...
