The Childhood Memory

Chapter Fifteen: Secret's Revealed

My mind is full of questions, about my past, my life and my childhood. I read every page of this diary and don't understand or even remember a thing. 

Dear Diary,

My mom and I will be having a Christmas vacation here at the Styles', I love everyone of them, they are so sweet and nice to me. Raina is the sweetest girl I ever met, I think we will be the best of friends. She always talks about those hot guys in her school, which made me laugh with her randomness. They are all nice. Especially Matthew, he is the nicest guy I ever met. He's two years older than me, but he is really nice and it's like we are in the same age. We are really close, he's good looking too. He have those black hair, perfect brown eyes and those heart melting smiles. He's perfect, so perfect. Unlike Harry, I mean Harry is goodlooking too, but he never smiles. I never saw him smile, he always wear those furrowed eyebrows, and his famous smirk. Which always scares me.

                                                                                   Love, Chloe

I massaged my temple with my hands, this is giving me headaches. I felt like, I wanna burst. I want to know everything, and I am really curious on why I can't remember a thing about my past. Until I can't take it anymore, I got my feet to my mother's bedroom door. And knocked, the door flung open, revealing a woman that resembles my look.

"Chloe, why are you still awake?" She asked, curiousness in her voice

"Mom, tell me everything about this" I handed her the diary, her eyes widened.

"W-Where did you get this?" She answered stuttered

"Just tell me, mom" I told her in a harsh way

She just gave me a blank look, "Please" I croaked, my voice broke.

"Alright" My mother answered.

I got inside her room and sat at her bed, I was about to speak but she cut me off

"What do you wanna know?" She asked, staring at the diary with her dead eyes

"Everything" I answered back, looking at her directly

"You really want to know?" She asked, her brown eyes met mine.

"Please, Mother" I plead. My voice still broke.

"You were ten when you met the Styles, It was a month after your father's death. I thought it would be nice if we could forget all those bad and painful memories That's why I decided we should spend Christmas with the Styles" Her eyes and face blank, it was like she's a robot. She was just staring at the other side of the room, not even caring about me.

"So, we went to a vacation here. Everyone here loved and liked you, they said you were the sweetest girl they have ever met. Everyone liked you, especially Matthew" I looked at my mother, I don't even knew a boy named Matthew.

"You were both good friends, you were the bestest friends ever. We even thought you guys would be perfect for each other. Because both of you would really make a good couple" She gave me a weak smile

"But, not until Matthew died. Everyone believed that he died because of an accident, except you. You told us that he didn't died because he fell at a nearby cliff during a party. But he died, because Harry killed him." 

My eyes widened, I took a long  deep breath. I was frozen at my seat. This is a lie, no, it can't be.

"You were always shouting and screaming, always ceasing Harry that he killed Matthew. Everyone thought you were getting crazy and insane, but I didn't believed them because you are my daughter. They said you were crazy and was traumatized by Matthew's death." She let out a deep breath.