They don't need to understand

Lilly quinn

Hello everyone! The name's Quinn, Lily Quinn. Sorry that was a really bad James Bond impression. Anyways as you've probably guessed I'm the younger sister of Kellin Quinn. Yay. Note the sarcasm. I know I sound really mean about it but it's really not my fault. I love my brother so much but I just seem to always come second to him  no matter what I do. Like the other day I came home from school after getting my report card with a 93% average and it was just shrugged off by my parents. I came first in a dance competition, they weren't even there for it. I don't blame Kellin for it, I mean he's barely around so he doesn't contribute to it, but for once I want someone to look at me for me, and not for being his little sister. What else can I tell you about ME? Well I want to be a vet when I get older, not really I'd love to go into music but then everyone would just say I'm copying my brother, besides I can't sing. Don't laugh I know I'm the only one in my family who can't. Well that's what I get told. Oh I'll tell you about physical appearence and my age. I'm 15 but I turn 16 in a few months, I can't wait to drive! I'm about 5'6 so even Kellin seems like a giant when he stands next to me....... I have bright green eyes and dimples when I smile. And my hair goes to my waist and is light brown. Now *cue depressing music* My issue is not only being forgotten by my parents I'm bullied, no not just by hateful fans. By people who think the music I listen to is emo and tell me to go kill myself. Eventually I actually started to listen to them, I just got so fed up with what was happening I tried to figure out why they did it. The reasons I came up with, you're ugly. So I began to starve and cut myself hoping I'd one day fit to their definition of beautiful and maybe people would like me. I keep telling myself, Kellin wasn't bullied, it's because you're fat. Yes even I now compare myself to him, well when everyone does it everyday it's kind of hard to ignore it. Luckily I have my amazing friends that cheer me up, and my wonderful boyfriend Jake. We've been dating for just over a month and he's so sweet. Our couple name is Jucy (pronounced like Juicy). But none of them know about my uhh situation. I mean I know Jake would dump me on the spot he was talking to me about how stupid people are who do it and they deserve it. But besides that he's amazing. I live with my parents, obviously and unfortunatley, I'd much rather live with my brother. Anyways I'm sorry to cut this short but my mom is calling me down because she needs to talk to me. Well I best get going don't want to keep her waiting.