InSaNiTy From The Darkened-EnderLox/Deadlox.XSkyDoseMC-Worries From The 'Golden'

When Things Turn Dark. (DeadLox's P.O.V)

Warning!!!: Mild Cussing & some other stuff... Oh And I'm Sorry For Not Updating/Posting Any New Chapters.. Heh I Sorta Got A Bit Worried That This FanFic Wasn't Very Good So I Gave Up/Took A Break For A While Until I Had Some Confidence Again To Continue This Story.. So..Enjoy...!))

I pressed the top of my head against my mirror angrily as tears streamed down my face.
"It's Not Fair! It's Never Going To Be F*cking Fair!", I yelled as I shut my eyes thinking about why I looked like this, it doesn't make any sense why had I turned into this with no reason.
I backed up from my mirror and looked up at myself. I still was a Ender freak.
"Why you do diss!?", I shouted at my reflection who seemed to smirk back at me enjoying watching me mad.
I turned away and tossed my bedroom door open and stormed out and into the kitchen and started looking for a knife.
I found one and picked it up and ran out the front door with it and towards the forest.
"I need to be somewhere where I can think.", I said quietly as I flew up onto a tree branch and parkour-ed from branch to branch until I heard voices and I stopped.
I started towards the directions of the voices and I stopped as I saw a clearing through the leaves and I crouched down on a branch and saw Mitch and Jerome doing their normal Battles.
I sighed as I watched them knowing that they probably wouldn't ever be able to see me again.
I started to try and lean a bit closer to get a better view but I heard something below me snap and I looked down and watched as the branch I was on broke and sent me crashing down into some bushes.
"Oww...,", I groaned feeling a pain start up in my right arm. When I lifted it up I saw the knife I was holding had made a series of cuts on it.
I picked the knife up and got up slowly holding a side of my head. My eyes went wide as I heard footsteps rushing behind me.
I panicked and ran forward dodging low branches and bushes as I heard the footsteps continue to follow me in pursuit. I flew up onto a low tree branch and hopped onto a higher one and sat there looking down at them.
"Hmm..... what is it?", Mitch asked looking over at Jerome.
"Not sure.... It has wings though.", Jerome replied as he looked up at me.
I shielded my face with my wings from them, not wanting them to know who I was.
"Then why doesn't it just fly away?", Mitch Said tilting his head a bit.
"I don't know maybe it's friendly...?? ", Jerome Said Hesitantly.
I was watching them through a tiny opening in between where I was trying to hide myself. All at once I  heard a voice in my mind whisper "Kill Them.", and the last thing I remembered was me in a crouched  position with my knife at ready before everything went black.
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When my vision cleared I was standing in front of the forest. I looked behind me to see bloody footprints that led up to where I stood. I gasped as I looked at the knife which I held. The blade was half-covered in blood, and my clothes had spots of blood on them.
"What.....H-Have.....I Done?!", I breathed as I gripped the knife's handle hard and threw it angrily at a tree and which there it stuck in the tree's trunk.
I ran off towards my house, trying not to imagine what I had probably done to my two friends.
"Why Is This Happening!?", I shouted as I rushed into my house and into my room.
"Why won't you f*cking leave me alone!?", I yelled at my reflection who just smirked at me before disappearing, leaving me to look at my angered self.