50 Love Letters & 1 Broken Heart

September 20th, 2013

Dear Jamie:

It has already been a month since I first saw you. The best thing that has happened to me in this whole year.
     I don't even know why I'm doing this because I'm a hundred percent sure you won't read this when intended. I wanted to let you know that ever since we had that short conversation during arts class I haven't been able to get you out of my mind. However, I don't want you to think I'm a stalker or anything like that. No, I simply knew from that moment that there was something special about you.
     Anyways. If you end up reading this for any reason I'm pretty sure you might stop talking to me, but I really needed to let you know all of this just because it means something to me.
     And that something grows bigger everyday.
     I really got to like you a lot through this month. There are many reasons why I know this is real, too many to write them down in a single letter for you.
     Some of the most important reasons are the ones you are about to read.
     I like how your eyes light up when you are talking about music and everything that it means to you. I like the way you get lost into the sounds you make and the perfect melody that comes out of your guitar. I like your voice when you speak, but I love it when you sing.
     Those are really small but beautiful reasons that I'm willing to let you know, even though you can be sure there is a pretty long list of them. (Not that I wrote them down. I'm not a freak.)
     I'm still not sure about what I can get from this letter, but I wanted to have the freedom of expressing myself and the best way I can do it is by writing down all of my feelings onto a piece of paper.
     The one thing I'm doubting more than anything now that I'm almost done is if I will give this to you or keep it as a secret to myself until the right moment comes. I don't know.
     No matter what happens, you can be sure I will always be there for you when you have new songs to be heard or words that need to be spoken and listened to.
     I also promise to be the first one in line to buy a ticket for your show when you finally get to one of those big stages you dream of performing on.

          Sincerely, 
                    Melissa