I'm a fuck up. I should have never been born. I would've saved my family a lot of trouble. All the hospital visits would have never happened. They wouldn't be paying for anti-depresents for a stubborn child. Who puts herself down before anyone else has a chance to. She still keeps her hopes up that someday that someone will care about her and tell her that she's worth it. Like she tells everyone else in her life her friends her family and yet everyone still calls her a fuck up and a mistake. People have done this so much that she started cutting. She even found out that her ex-boyfriends just used her to get to her friends and make them jealous. She actually thought that they liked her but apparently not. She tried suicide she even wrote a note but every time she failed. Until one night she made a noose and hung herself. The very last thing she saw was the horror and sadness in her mom's eyes. It took her mom three months before she could read her suicide note and here's what it said " I'm sorry mom I did this I couldn't take it anymore I didn't want to make you cry. I love you. I just didn't love myself enough to stay in a place I don't belong. But remember this every time you look at the moon think of me cause it always made me happy. I'm always here with you, watching over you and protecting you. I love you mama bug I gotta go its my time bye see you when you get here. forever, your daughter Emily ". Later that year her mom died of cancer. But they met back up in heaven like she said. They live in peace and she's finally happy.
