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I'm prepared for the question "do you think your okay to leave today?", my awnser has always been yes or I think so which I truely think but then end up cutting after I hadn't for weeks.
Today my awnser is going to change, because I really have the urge to watch blood run, to run it through my skin to do worse damage then I had before. I wanna cut until I can't bleed anymore..
I probaly wont end up doing it till blood but I'm not sure if I'm going to cut, I think after today and talking there will be a risk.
