Talking Bodies - Markiplier Fanfiction

Broken.

I ran after him but he slammed his door into my face, literally - I fell to the floor and hold my nose crying. Sean ran after me and helped me up, but if pushed him off me. "Leave me alone! You destroyed everything!" I scream into his face before running back into my room, slamming the door and sliding it down to cry into my knees.

Once I got myself together I put on a pair of shorts and threw my hair up in a bun. I grabbed my clothes and stuffed it all into my suitcase before closing it. Once I had my whole stuff packed I slip on my shoes and rush out of the room. I run past Marks room and stop in my tracks when I hear the door open. "Where are you going?" He sobbed. My back still turned towards him and my head hanging low. "Home." I say and continue to walk. "I dont need to stay here another second." I press the button of the elevator and feel Marks eyes burn holes into my skin. "Jen, please -" - "No, Mark. I understood." I walk in and stare at him. His beautiful face in a deep frown, pale and his eyes puffy and red from crying.

"I know when I'm not wanted. And I know I made this mistake." The doors close and I whisper: "Im sorry."

------- at home -------

Getting home was far more complicated than I thought but I finally made it. I kick my door open and drop the suitcase before slamming the door. Once it was shut I jumped onto my couch and released all the tears I pushed away on my way home. The tears came out of me like ad waterfall and I realized breathing became harder. I literally screamed and cried my soul out. This sickening feeling of brokenness was deadly, it ate me. I grab the remote for my stereo off the table and push a button.

I grab my phone and make a call. It rang a few times until this too familiar voice picked up. "Jen?" - "Lynn." I cry out. "Baby girl what's wrong?" - "I fucked up, lynn. I fucked up really bad." I cry and walk around the house.

"Okay, explain to me exactly what happened." The voice of my sister calmed me a bit.

"It all started when I went to Comic Con with Mark.." I start and explain everything to her. Leaving out unimportant stuff like Mark and my time in the bathroom.

"Well, shit. But the point is you didn't kiss right?" I nodd my head as if she could see it.

"We didnt. Mark busted in before it happened. But I don't know if I really would've pushed him off. Right now, I'm sure I would have but I don't know." I sobbed by now and fiddle with the car keys. "Also, when I walked past his room he stood there, talking to me, probably trying to keep me here. I just said that I know I made a mistake and I know when I'm not wanted somewhere."

"Well, shit." A small laugh came from her.

"Why didn't you let him talk. Why did you just talk about it?"

"We woke up, three people in one bed and then this. I mean i dont remember shit about it. But I bet Sean and I kissed last night." I sigh and run my fingers through my hair.

"You know.. Mark and you should talk about it." - "I cant. I fucked up. He cried really hard and I hurt him. I don't know.." I slip on my shoes and grab the keys, rushing out the door to my car to go to the store.

I put the phone on speaker and place it in the holder. "I'm going to the store now to grab food and other shit to calm me. I'm really upset."

"Good idea. Do you want me to come over to you?"

"We both know the flight is too expensive."

It was quiet for a bit.

"I know but.. I can come."

I sigh and park on the car park to get into Target.

"Only if you want. Else, I can just tell you to let this shit sit for a few days and wait till Marks back home. Then you should talk again and atleast try to get your fucking shit together. People make mistakes and fight over it but you can't fight over something that hasn't even happened yet."

"Well, as you can see we can." I chuckle which made her let out a playful groan.

"Think about my offer. Get your stuff and think for a night, if anything new is happening, call me imidiently. I'm here." I smile and get out the car, grabbing my phone and holding it back against my ear.

"Okay Lynn, I'll talk to you later. I love you."

"I love you too baby girl. Bye."

I hang up and rush into the store to get a whole bunch of ice cream, candy and other junk food for the broken heart. Like mom used to say:

There is no love sincerer than the love of food.

I pay and rush back into the car to get home as quick as I could. Parking and grabbing my brown paper bags full of goodies I rush towards my front door and stop in my tracks as my breathing stopped.

"No." I breathed as I see my Matthew infront of my house. Matthew my ex boyfriend.

I turn around and run but soon I hear him call my name. "Jen! Please wait!" I fiddle with my car keys to unlock it but they fall and I begin to cry again. His hand gripped my hips and turned me around, pushing me against the car. I whimper and turn my head away. "Jen please." He whispers and strokes the side of my face.

I was shaking and another tear ran down my face. "We should talk." He whispers in my ear. "Leave me alone." I whimper.

"You don't talk to me like that you little bitch!" He reached out his fist.