Letters to My Juliet/ZJM Fan Fic*ON HOLD*

Break ups and tears.

Juliet's P.O.V-

"Jack can you please call me back." I hang up after giving him a message for the 5th time today, I know I know  sound like some desperate girlfriend but I'm not. Well me and Jack just had a fight and It wasn't like our usual ones, no it was a massive one. There's something going on with him, he's been all distant lately and it's getting annoying, he'll be out for hours on end and when he comes back he goes straight to bed.

I look at my phone one more time before throwing it across the room. Tears well up in my eyes but I push them down not wanting to cry over him. I pick myself up from the corner of the living room stepping over the broken pieces of glass from a vase. I look around at the mess I made, not bothering to tidy up, I put my shoes on  and get out of there.

I don't know were I'm going but I cant sand to be in there any longer. The elevator doors open, I look up only to meet the gaze of Jack, his hair is messy, really messy not jelled back like It was when he left. The buttons on his shirt are undone at the top and he has a hickey.

"Juliet I.." I interrupt him.

"Is that a fucking hickey?" he stays silent.

"OMG it is isn't it, I didn't give you that Jack! WHO THE FUCK DID?HUH?" I shout. he steps out the elevator. grabbing my arm he says " Shut the fuck up and no its not."

"I'm not fucking stupid Jack, who gave you it?"

"Juliet it's not a fucking hickey now drop it!" We enter the apartment and he shuts the door.

"Then what is it?" He looks at me with no emotion in his eyes.

"It doesn't matter what it is but I can tell you its not a hickey." I don't know if  should believe him, I mean I can never actually think he could cheat on me, we've been together for 2 years and he is.. was loyal, I don't know. Its hard to believe him!

Tears start streaming down my face. "I have a hard time believing that. Maybe we should..."

"Juliet no don't you dare say break up, I cant live without you." Tears well up in his eyes and one falls.

"Jack, I don't know, you've been distant lately and I just. I think we both need a break from each other to think and if it gets to hard we will get back together."

"no Juliet I need you"

"Please Jack we need this." I pleaded, he needs to understand we're not the same any more.

"NO JULIET YOU CANT DO THAT, I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS GOOD!"

"ITS NOT JACK AND IT HASNT BEEN RIGHT THESE PAST MONTHS, I CANT DO THIS ANY MORE, I CANT KEEP STAYING UP LATE WORRYING ABOUT YOU WONDERING WHEN YOUR GOING TO COME HOME..."I choke on my tears. "If your going to come home and.. and I need a break, we both do. I can tell that's a hickey and I have some idea of what you've been doing and it hurts Jack so much, I just need time."

He makes his way to the kitchen a grabs a bottle of beer from the fridge. He starts taking gulps of it, then he gets another bottle and starts to drink it.

"Jack.." I warn.

"You know what Juliet, your such a bitch."

"Excuse me?" I look at him, never once has he ever insulted me!

"You never ever.. ever considered.." He starts to slur. "My..my feelings, not once and.." he points his finger at me while getting another bottle out.

"I fucking hate you for that, god I cant express my hate for you.. Julie."He starts crying and laughing at the same time.

"Jack I..." I start.

"NO JULIET, JUST FUCKING SHUT YOUR STUPID MOUTH FOR ONCE, I DONT WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY, AND YOU KNOW WHAT YEAH I SLEPT WITH SOME GIRL TODAY BUT THE THING IS SHE'S ACTUALLY SPECIAL TO ME AND IVE BEEN SEEING HER FOR.." He starts counting his fingers. Tears fall from my eyes. "YEAH 8..9..7 MONTHS AND I DONT REGRET IT!" He shout/slurs.

"OMG REALLY JACK YOUR SUCH A.. SUCH A.."

"Such a what?" he smirks.

"SUCH AN UNGRATEFUL SELFISH DICK, YOU DONT DESERVE HAPPINESS AND YOU AND YOUR SLUT CAN GET TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG." before I know a fist flies to my face knocking me down.

Touching my face I look up at him, even more tears come and I get up.

"Shit Juliet i'm so sorry, it just happened I couldn't control my temper and.."

"No no I know its fine, just please Jack pack your bags and go, its over." I'm shaking with fear not wanting to be near him I go to the bathroom. I hear him huff in annoyance and make his way to our once shared bedroom.

I look in mirror to see a bruise already forming just under my eye. I don't know how long I stood there staring at my reflection, I snapped out of a daze when Jack knocks the door softly.

"I'm really sorry Juliet, I Love You." I hear his footsteps fade a way and the slam of the door.

I fall to the floor tears flowing. I honestly love him so much we were childhood best friends and then became lovers.

I need him.

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There we go first chapter done, hope you enjoyed this guys, Zayn and Juliet wont meet for a few chapters and remember Jack because he is going to be quite a big part of this.

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