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𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘛𝘦𝘯

You can tell Shoko is pissed. Not only her facial expression but also the fact she's gripping the steering wheel with some strength. The car ride home is silent but the energy is still tense. You decide to break the tense silence. 

"Why are you angry? You guys ditched me anyway. Don't think I didn't see you run off with Utahime." You cross your arms, not even bothering to look at Shoko. 

"I will admit, I did fuck up. Regardless of what I did, you should know better than to go home with a random man. Whether you believe it or not, I was worried." Shoko lets out a sigh, now pulling into the garage. 

"I don't think it matters that much. I was just trying to destress like the three of you. Maybe going home with him was a bad idea but he seems like a decent guy." The two of you unbuckle your seatbelts. 

"I hope you realize Suguru won't be happy about this. I noticed the two of you flirting." Shoko opens her door without letting you say anything, you quickly follow her actions and get out of her car to follow her into the house. 

"It's not like we're dating and I already fucked up with what I said about Ken." The two of you enter the house. 

"Yeah, that comment definitely didn't sit well with him. I can tell you that much." Shoko speaks in an irritated tone. She refuses to tell you how she really feels right now, not wanting to put more pressure on you. Shoko just decides to walk away, heading to her room since it's late. You couldn't even speak after what she said regardless, you keep screwing up. You just let out a heavy sigh before heading to the living room to watch some TV for a bit, nobody should be awake.. unfortunately you're wrong. 

"Y/N?" You hear Gojo speak to you, slightly concerned. He could tell something was off with you. You huff, taking a seat next to him. "I guess this is one step closer to you forgiving me, I hope." Gojo keeps his eyes on you, watching your every facial expression. 

"I got jealous but I realize I have no room to be jealous. I'm sorry too, Satoru." You face him, keeping your eyes on him as well. Gojo gives you a slight look of surprise. 

"Regardless, what I did was shitty too. I got jealous at the fact you and Choso slept together and should have believed you when you told me you don't feel anything for him anymore." For some reason your eyes start to water. Gojo takes notice immediately and pulls you into a hug. "I saw Shoko come in right before you and she seemed pissed. Did something happen?" You have your chin on Gojo's shoulder as he hugs you. Gojo pets your head. 

"I went home with a random guy after Shoko, Mei Mei and Utahime ditched me at the bar. Shoko got mad at me and made me realize everything I've been doing. We had a no housemates rule and at this point I've slept with half of them and almost slept with Suguru too.." you let yourself cry a little, realizing it is your fault. Gojo stops petting your head for a second, then starts again. 

"You're sounding like me with how many people I sleep with." Gojo chuckles, trying to make you laugh. You give a small exhale as a laugh, which satisfies Gojo. "I'm assuming your dilemma is that you don't want to hurt anyone but you also can't decide who you want to be with. Not to mention the new mystery guy." You bury your face in his shoulder. 

"Pretty much. I wanted to be with you but after what happened with the girl you brought over something snapped in me. I don't know what to do.." you squeeze Gojo since you're still hugging. 

"Do you still have feelings for me?" Gojo asks suddenly, taking you a bit off guard since you thought he'd be off put by what's going on with you. "I still have feelings for you and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't jealous of everything." He rests his head on yours. 

"I still do too, Satoru.. but realizing my feelings for all of our housemates I don't think I could put anyone through dating me." You let out some more tears. "I feel like such an awful person. I know you can't choose who you have feelings for but why everyone I live with?" You just cry into Gojo more.