i always cry performing heartbreak girl, always. i can't help it, the song brings out my emotions. the fans see me crying, and assume that it's because i'm so engrossed in the music. or, that when i am on that stage looking out at the hundreds of people who came to see us, it hits me that i've made it. that i finally made it to where i wanted to be.
i am very, very happy with what i have accomplished- with what we have accomplished. however that is not the reason i cry. i cry, because although i mean the world to quite a few people, i mean shit, to the person that means the world to me. that may not seem that bad to those of you, who are battling depression, anxiety, or an eating disorder, you may wish that was all that is wrong in your life. you may wish, that was the only thing you failed to accomplish-having a never ending crush on someone who, doesn't care about you at all. as someone who knows, i tell you, darling don't wish that upon yourself.
of all the pains i have experienced in my 19 years of living, the pain of being hopelessly in love, is by far the worst. no matter how much i want the feelings that i posses to go away- they just won't. i woke up one day thinking that they were gone- boy was i wrong. soon as i saw his beautiful, face all the feelings came flooding back to me.
let me just tell you, it hurts to be in love. it hurts to know that he is happy without me.
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omg look at the fetus! calum is squishy!
gif: michael & luke (muke) being adorable little bastards.
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the story is in luke's point of view. unless said otherwise.
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Fantasythe story of a boy who shares his feelings by writing a song. -- lower case intended cover by: 5sosnyoutubers if your homophobic get the fuck away ©2015, trinity (XxOut_ofMyLimitxX)
