(Kyle's point of view)
Today seemed to be one of those lazy and hot summer days, when you got nothing to do except for sitting in front of the computer and watching videos while drinking "Peace Tea", A.K.A - my favorite drink. Of course, my dreams of doing nothing all day were interrupted because of my mother...
"Kyle!" shouted she from the kitchen.
"What?!" I replied.
"Get your butt down here right now! It's time for lunch!" shouted she louder.
"Okay, I'm coming! Just give me a few minutes!" I said really surprised. It was already lunch time? Damn... I should've go to bed earlier last night. Anyways. After all, I finally decided to get up. Yesterday night was too hot, so I slept shirtless. I found my "Pierce The Veil" shirt. I put it on and went downstairs to the kitchen where my parents were already eating.
"Good morning sleepy head! Or should I say - "good afternoon"?" my mum said with wrinkled brows.
"Did you stay till late again, Kyle? You know that we talked about this." added my father.
"Uum... I just couldn't sleep." I lied. I actually watched videos of my favorite Youtubers all night long.
"You shouldn't go to bed right after you turn off the computer. Like this, the brain doesn't have enough time to relax." explained my mother.
"Yeah. Maybe next time I'll give it a break." I said lightly. Lately I started to think only about how I can make time to travel faster. The first idea that came up to me was to get up late, do nothing all day except for staring at the ceiling for hours and think about how life isn't that important anymore. I mean... I've never had something or someone to live for. Nobody's going to come to me and say: "Please don't lieve. I need you here... right next to me." Nobody...
"Alright then. What do you want to eat? I've made some eggs and bacon!" said my mum with a big smile on her face.
"Well... do we have more pizza from yesterday?" I answered her while looking at the window.
"Kyle, you should try even ones in your lifetime how real food tastes like. I promise you - it's not as bad as you think it is." my father wig me.
"Yeah. Maybe next time I'll do that..." I panted and went to the fridge where three pieces of my favorite pepperoni pizza were laying on a plate, wrapped at some kitchen paper. I got them and went to my room again. But I didn't eat. I wasn't hungry. I got on the second floor of my bunk bed. I layed down and close my eyes. Then said:
"The universe won't give a shit if tomorrow I dessapier." after that sentence the gap in my heart started to hurt.
Tears started streaming down my face.