A Monster Never Dies

I want to leave

I want to disapear

I want to escape but the darkness follows me

It never leaves me alone

I try to hide it

I try to push everything away

But it hurts

I have no strength left

The pain gets stronger

But I keep pushing it away

I don't wan't you to see the monster that screams within me

But the darkness overpowers me

It fills me

And the monster is free

Now I am nothing but pure evil

I can't feel anything

Anything but pain

The mirror does not longer show a cute little girl

All I see is the monster that grows bigger and bigger every second

I tear the monsters skin with razors untill there's nothing but scars left

But it remains still

I look the monster in the eye

I cry out for help

"Kill me!"

Then suddelny

The darkness is thrown out of my body

I scream out in pain

The darkness is flying around me in hope of finding a way in again

but I'm protected

I can feel

What has happened?

I look up to find the answer

There you stand, you smile

You do not worry about the darkness screaming and flying around us

You walk up to me

You hold me while tears stream down my cheeks

You will forgive me

I look up to the mirror

Only to see the monster smiling back at me