"were never gonna get through this." I say shaken because of what I see outside my window. bodies lay everywhere. blood. guts. people dying. people already dead. "we didnt deserve this!" i scream to my boyfriend. "nobody deserved this." he said back " but why did this have to happen?! i just dont understand.." I say sadly trying to remain calm. "I dont think anybody understands. but were going to get through this one way or another. ill do anything I can to keep you and your sister okay." he says reassuringly. "speaking of my little sister, where is Penny?!?!" i say panicking. "you dont think....No, she couldnt have gone outside shes 4 shes knows not to elave without us." i say trying to calm myself Derek checks out the window. "PENNY!! NNOOOOOO!!!" Derek breaks out in tears and i automatically knew what was wrong. Penny was dead. just like everyone else. now shes one of those walker things. i have nothing to do but cry, and thats what i did. she was 4. who wants a 4 year old to die? none of this is making sense to me. or anybody, but we WILL get through this. those Walkers will not stop us. not ever. "Kylie, im so so sorry. if i would have known she had gone outside into that hell hole i would have saved her. this all my fault." Derek says tears streaming down his face "no Derek. This is not your fault. we didnt know she was out there and if one of us went to save her, we wouldve ended up just like her. its better this way. yes its sad but its easier. one less person to worry about." that sounds very wicked and twisted but if anyone was in my shoes they would understand. im not evil. im smart. "How could you say that?!?!" Derek yells! "she was your sister!" "i know, i know, i sound like a bad person now but i just want to get through this and go back to living a happy life. You think i wanted her to die? shes my sister i would never say that. but im trying to get by one day at a time." my face is now drowning in tears.
