He is the one who let me smile again

Chapter 4 -Things is getting wear between me and him

*After 2 weeks*

I wouldn't say that me and Kian are friends but we know each other little bit. I told Fatima that I have a small ship with Kian and she started to freak out. She knows him, he is in a collab channel, Fatima loves Jc Caylen. Weird.

Today me and Kian are going to the mall. He wanted help with a costume to his photographs. We wear at the Dressman. I found a costume that are black jacket with grey pants, I also found with it a very beautiful tie that is black straight. Kian did actually like it.

"Kian can I ask you something?" did I ask when we wear the Macdonals. "Yes what is it?" Kian asked. "Why are you here with me? I have never had a real friendship this far. It is just very weird." I said and looked at his brown eyes. I don't have feelings for Kian like love, I mean he looks good but he is just a friend and I really don't want to rune it at all. "Because I don't have friends in school and you seemed very nice so I wanted to get close to you." Kian said and was continuing with eating his Mcflurry with Oreo. " okay, I have this internet friend that is a fan of your collab channel. She really loves you and Jc, do you think there are anyways that Jc could have a contact with her?" I said and was looking at the time, it was only 2:40 PM. Kian started to text Jc and asked him to follow @rippedjeanskian and Dm her and be her friend. "Look! He said yes." Kian said and showed me his phone.

*After 1 month.*

I have not been sleeping very good this 4 last days, I don't know why. I also have been having a very strange feeling that I have never had it before. It is hurts me, every time I see Kian my heart just want to get out from my body because my pulse is always getting stronger and stronger, I can't even breathe well when I see him. I don't think I love him, I think that I feel that he wants to be bad to me and my feelings are saying don't get close to him.

I can't sleep right now, the only thing I could is contact Fatima, but she is sleeping. She said that she is moving to America in 45 days. So I contacted Kian. "hello?" Kian answered with a very sleepy voice. "Oh did I wake up? sorry I was just asking you if you could come over?" Did I ask and said it with a low voice. "yeah sure I will be there in a minute. Just open you big window in your room." Kian said and did go up from his bed.

After 5 minutes was he already here. "What is it Sydney are you hurt?" Did Kian say when he was inside my room. "no i'm okay but keep it quiet, also I caed you because something is wrong." I said and sited on my bed. "what is it?" Did Kian ask. "I have this weird feelings that is killing me and They are very SPECIAL!" I said bend down my back. "What feelings Sydney?" did Kian get worried. "My heart wants to get out from my body because my pulse get stronger and stronger, every time I see you! Also I can't even breathe well when I get to you." I said and Kians eyes wanted to pop out.

*Kians POV!*

I can't believe what I'm hearing? Does Sydney have a crush on me? What the... I have same feelings as her and I know what they means. When she sais that she couldn't breathe good when she mets me did my eyes almost pop out from my body.

Well what should I tell her now? I can only tell her I have same feeling for her and that I like her to or should I say that I don't know what she would do? I was thinking with my heart and my heart said that I should say...

"Ehm.. Sydney? I have the same feelings for you? That mean we have feelings for each other. What should we do?" I said to Sydney and looked in to her beautiful dark brown eyes.

*Sydneys POV!*

I don't know what me and Kian should do? What a stupid question! I think.. No way.. I just got it, I love him? What the fuck? (Don't judge! Sydney is little but stupid when its about love.) I think I'm going to ask him if me and him could be like together.

"I have a idea? I think we should get together? or what do you think?" I said to Kian and looked at his beautiful brown/black hair. "I think we should do that to. But yo I really wants to sleep can I sleep with you?" did Kian ask me. "ehm.. Yeah sure why not." I said to Kian.

We got in to the bed and he was sleeping at the Right and I was sleeping at the left side, But Kian had my back one his side, so he was facing my back side. He took his hand and putted at my stomach, I hold his hand, and it was so soft and amazing.