I Mean...

I mean is it weird I that I like reminscing more than I like facing what's in front of me...I mean I love life but what about that little part of me that wants to say forget the finish line nobody understands you anyway...

I mean love is the only hope we have in life... God is amazing and everything that is good but what about those night where you just wanna be held,nurtured, loved...

I mean Silence gives us peace because it helps us to understand ourself to discover ..............myself...My mind, no our mind is a playground that only us and Our lover,    (and God) can understand ...Its so complex and unreal and amazing....

I mean do you ever question why you do things? Why do we love people sometimes favoring others more than others?Why do listen to music? We love because at some point in that relationship that person made us feel good about ourselves or helped us when we needed it most..that's why it's easier to say I love you Mom,Dad, or whoever,  than it is to a person that spit on you.. Right?...And well, Music is for moods we play what is in our interest at that particular time whether sex,love,pain,hurt,anger...

I mean at the end of the day society as a whole is really focused on one thing ..Who u ask? Themselves 😂 I mean the title is "I mean"...as a poet we come from 1st person point of view to get you to understand us so that it may help you but along the way heal us because the thought is no longer circling in our brain but now on paper  ...Poets vent because they have thoughts going around their brain that literally bug them until they write them  down and that's the art of being a poet you can be so silent but your mind is ALWAYS in overdrive until that sweet release by putting it down on paper; kind of like we do when we cry about a situation ...when we cry we feel like the situation is better but in reality its not but from that cry we got strength to take one more step towards that finish line .... Peace is all the hope we have and hope is all the love we stored and though that love for ourselves we can externally find Harmony with other people...

I mean have you ever wondered why people don't like themselves or you? 1st step ...they don't have peace....I mean peace isn't something that stays with you unless you fight for it ...Love is a crazy maama-jaama...I mean we as kids are taught that when you find love everything smoothes over ..Wrong! ...But love can make the pain more bearable until we finally say enough is enough I will have  success over this... 

I mean why do we read other than for knowledge? Pleasure,distraction..Why? Beacuase it internally takes you away from your hell and  puts you in a world internally that you CHOOSE to be in when u picked up that book....

I mean anything to distract our brain from the pain right? At least for a few hours.. Minutes...seconds....