Friday, 8:37pm
The usual summer kick-off party took place in a few minutes and of course I was no where near ready. I quickly slipped on my high waisted, distressed shorts over my bikini and threw on over a pocket tee. I check my messages to make sure I have the right address and I burst out the door. As I park my car I was bit a overwhelmed by how many people and cars there were. But then I think again to last year and I take a breather.
Hours past as I'm dancing and playing all sorts of games with my friends and some new people. The next song plays and its another one of the top hits. As I'm dancing I feel a bit of a stare at me. I don't know who it is so I just shake it off and grab a soda.
The mega party simmered down into a 17 person group and we decided to play never have I ever. With how we play, if you've never done it, you do it, if it capable in the surroundings.
My turn comes up and I say " never have I ever made out with someone in a closet." Stupid I know.
Everyone puts their finger down except for one person. I've never seen this guy in my life but I gotta say he was pretty attractive. Tall, muscular, vibrant hair and an adorable smile. My friend Lia waves us on to go into the closet. As I stand up, the boy walks up besides me and takes my hand. I blush a little but take his. We enter the closet and stare at each other for a bit.
" so, uhm, whats your name? " I ask.
" Michael " he replies with a grin.
" mine's Sierra " I say smiling a little.
We continue our small talk and soon enough exchange numbers and man things are moving. He is really sweet and so kind. I soon remember why we were here in the first place.
" oh uh weren't we supposed to make out " I say.
" yeah " Michael replies smirking a little bit.
" well see I have a boyfrien- " as I say I see his smile fade and eyes get gloomy.
" I know what you mean " he says.
On the inside I really really do want my face against his but then I think no, I have Ashton and that would just be terrible. I can't hurt Ashton. Even though he hurt me once I can't hurt him. He's too precious.
As I'm thinking Michael begins to stand up.
" no " I say aloud.
Michael freezes and looks down at me.
" sorry, I just have thoughts " I say.
Now I feel really bad.
His hand grips the doorknob and opens it. Taking my hand he pulls me up and lets me out first.
" thanks for understanding " I say whispering in his ear.
He just blankly shakes his head.
The night continues with laughter and joy. I decided to stay over night since this party was at one of my best friends house. Everyone soon did leave and it was just me and couple of my good friends.
" So, did you and Michael actually make out? " Blaire asked.
I was debating if I should tell the
truth or not but it was my best friends so I told the truth." No, we ended up just having a conversation, since you know I'm dating Ashton " I reply.
Ryn looks at me a little weird when I say the dating Ashton part. But I think its just because its kinda weird since we're back together, through everything that happened.
We talked about other things the rest of the night and soon enough we all fell asleep on the plush couches.
I woke up to the sound of my phone's vibration and the message was from someone new.