Tired of being Tired

Prologue

Hearing promises, hearing lies, hearing sorry, hearing sh*t and most of all pretending to be fine even if you're in a great pain is really tiring. 

Her POV

I'm tired :( 

Not like tired of school or sleepy. I'm just really TIRED of EVERYTHING.

I'm tired of being me.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of pretending.

I'm tired of being alone.

I'm tired of waiting.

I'm tired of needing help but no one bothers.

I'm tired of missing people.

I'm tired of feeling empty inside.

I'm tired of feeling  worthless.

I'm tired being sad.  

I'm tired of being hurt by someone I really love. 

I'm tired of wishing that I could start all over again.

I'm tired of wishing that someday he'll come back and fulfill his promises.

And most of all, I'm just really tired of being me.

But the sad thing is I need to keep going. :'( because they thought I'm a strong person . haha saklap ng buhay no? but that's life. That's how we define life. 

You have everything and yet you feel that you have nothing.

-Queen

His POV

I know she's tired. Not like sleepy or what. Just tired of everything in her life.

I know she needed help.

I know she's not strong.

I know she's crying when she's alone.

I know she's sad.

I know she's hurt.  

I know she's still waiting for him.

And most of all I know she is tired of being herself. I want to help her. I want her to feel that someone loves and cares for her.

But what can I do when all she knew is just him, when all she can see is him.  When all along I don't exist in her world.

It's been a long time, but I promise I'll never get tired loving her.

-King