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I can't even tell how many days have I spent there? 1 week.... 1 month... 1 year.. 2 years... 3 years. Am I even alive? Is it even going to end? I felt pain in my chest. It was piercing my heart. I stood up and ran blindly. I searched for her. I was trying to find the source of that voice. I tried to chase after her voice but i was trapped in this darkness. It was like, as if im 60 feet underground and no one can hear me. I was dead scared. I ran .... I ran ..... I ran, until I was out of breath. I cried. I screamed with all the strength left in my body. I begged for help. That was the moment when she said this to me:
"Why are you enduring this pain?"
"Learn to let go"
"Run towards your future. Run without looking back. Run away from here". She explained.
It wasn't that easy. I couldn't even imagine going on without her. I wanted to escape from here but on the other hand I didnt want to leave her alone. I knew it was tough but important, decision of my life. I had no choice but to do as she said.
I tried again.
I ran once again.
But this time I didn't chase after her voice, instead i chased after light. I ran away from her.
No matter how long it'll take im sure i'll see the way to light. Im sure i'll find a way out. Im sure I can do it ... I can do it....
I made up my mind not to look back. There was something inside me that kept on screaming and saying RUN RUN RUN. Just a bit more. You're almost there, just a little more.
I dont want to live in this illusion. I cried out
I could feel the tears falling down my chin. I felt a gentle breeze... Cold wind, that dried my tears. That moment i realized that I've made out.
I felt dizzy
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I collapsed
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Im numb
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What is this feeling?
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I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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When i opened my eyes. I was lying on my bed, when i heard my mom yelling from downstairs.
"Breakfast is ready. Get up already otherwise you'll miss the last rain" she yelled.
Pretty insane right? All those suffering and pain was nothing but a dream. Im not even sure whether to call it a dream or a mere nightmare. Whatever it was. It really freaked the hell out of me. Now that I think about it her words really touched me. I mean i had never felt like that before. The feelings of longing and twisted desires really shooked my world upside down. Her every single word is still written on my heart.
"No matter where you are. Alive or dead. Near or far. Whether you remember it or not. The fact that we met and the time we shared, can never be erased. Even if you are not with me. I'll always be by your side. I'll always watch over you. Never give up in the battle of life. Live. And be grateful that you are alive, even if its just for today. LIVE.
Those words echoed in my mind.
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That time i cried.... I cried like a baby.
Author's note:-
Last part of Distant voice is finished. I cant even believe i wrote something that is literally so bad xD...... Sorry for any typos or Grammar mistake. This was my old story that i wrote few months ago. I did some changes and posted this here. English is not my first language so im not good at it =_= so deal with it. Its all fone as long as you get it ^-^.
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